SiGniNg OFf~

I might end my writing in this blog but believe me you will always in my heart,well you see..this is one of the most harder decision i ever made but i do it for a personal reason as i wanna take a break from writing,sharing others experienced,point of view and so on (which is some of it cause a chaos and quite controversial,but it's do happened in our real life isn't?).But if I'm still alive or i'd changed my mind,you always can get an update from me.I'm literally just wanna all of you learn something from my post.I can't thanked enough for all of the neverending supports to me and i really appreciated all of the feedback i get from you guys.I started writing from scratch in 2016 and later on its turned to be one of my fat income.But money it's not an essential for me,i took that as my "rezeki" in writing.Many of you asked why i highlighted is as "first love"..it's because TBH i dedicated it specially for my first love who never knew i had feeling towards him and i really love him deeply. Alhamdulillah..Allah heard my prayers,He gave me a chance to knew more about him.We both started from strangers anyways.And yes of course he did hurts me even he is my source of happiness and I'm just think,why he let me to be in his life at first place if he doesn't love me💔.He do loves me isn't?Did he loves me as i loves him?Did he knew that when he forgotten something related to me it's really hurts me to the core?(ikr it's sounds silly but I'm very particular in details,sorry for that)Did he knew that I'm very loyal to him?Did he knew that i awaits for him over the passing years?He never knew his name is always in my prayers.But it's okay Allah knows,and you knows❤️Who is the guy who captured my sight and heart???🤭I never mentioned anything about him right??Well,he's younger than me,he is soft spoken,he lives miles away from my state, he is related with kelantanese,he is related with a little boy and he had 3 siblings and all of them were boys.Thats it🤭Last but not least we will see,if i get an official approval from admin to retire from writing this will be my last post.Thank you so much for everything,take care.....and I'm literally exhausted....P/S :" My hearts is already full of infection wounds and there's no more space for another cuts.. "