TaLKiN' To ThE MoON~

I just knew where I'm standing

Letting him go and giving him a space was my definition of loves and cares towards him

It's hurts me AF💔

 

I chose to walk away if im only the one who fixed the relationship. Once I'm done,I'm really fucking done and i won't try hard to force someone to stay by my side.Thats how i respect myself,him and the relationship itself.

Don't hurts someone feelings by saying that how much you missed, loves and cares for them if your intention was just literally toying with their feelings 💔

I did it even i missed him so much☹️





Hey,are you a magician😈?You know why?? whenever I'm looking at you,everyone disappeared🥰and......you are gone dissapeard too............................

HeN GaNdOnG~

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Proudly present to you a man who never leave me behind besides my family, 🥰my one and only good male friend i ever had in my life so far🥰May this friendship will lasts forever ☺️If i had a child,i would like to tell him/her about you..a good friend ever his/her mom had,but sadly..i'm not yet a wife,far behind a MOM.I'm content enough for what i had and i appreciated that😊Allah knows the best❤️

Xie-xie ni QADBB🥰

Thanks for the gift🥰I'm totally speechles and surprised tho and still in tears right now😢😭Thank you so much and I'm really appreciated that ❤️ Thanks for being a good supporter,good listener and a very good friend of mine.Even we are from different races and religious,we are bond by FRIENDSHIP. I am very lucky to have someone like you in my life for the past 17 years and inshAllah till the rest of our lives.You did inspired me to became like you "a teacher"🤗He was the most handsome and cute Chinese guy i ever met so far even he was a father of 2 now 🤗Btw hereby i would like to wish may you have a blessed marriage since your wedding anniversary is just around the corner (9th June😂) may both of you will grow old together and enjoying every moment together with your kids ❤️Lots of love from me and family❤️to you guys in SDK❤️I met him during my school days in SIGS,and he was one of trainee teacher and to be exact he never been in my class cz i was from arts class,meanwhile he's teaching in science stream class😂.Like as usual during those time having a motivation words from trainee teacher is a must for us😆So,he literally wrote his biodata😂Yeah i did saved his phone number in my contact list.Till the last week of all the trainee teachers practical  in our school,we bumped into each other in the corridor and he asked me like this 😂:

Me : Salam sejahtera cikgu (bow and walk)
Him : Girl, mana bio kamu?
Me : Saya ke?Saya tak amik bio cikgu
Him : Bukan,itu bio..ada nama dan details kamu (Sabahan style)
Me : Oo,biodata ke?buat apa?
Him : Saya mau simpan kerana saya bagi bio saya pada kamu kan?
Me : Ehh cikgu ingat lagi muka saya?😂Esoklah ye..saya bagi cikgu card sekali nanti
Him : Esok ya,esok kami last disini

The next day😂:

I took a pic with a female teachers only and not with him😂On that very night he sent me an sms " Hi,do you still remember me?I'm your teacher" And from there,our friendship began🤗again guys FRIENDSHIP not a RELATIONSHIP.He will sms me everyday,reload my prepaid when I'm out of credit,sent me a birthday present during my birthday🤗called me when I'm having exam and will asked my score and many more but you know what?we NEVER MET till these days.The last moment met was during his last day in SIGS😊 I'm grateful to have a friend like him🥰Thanks to Allah for sent a good friend like him to me,i meant a man who never hurts me besides my dad and brothers 😢He knew my ups and downs and he were there in my every fragile moments.Theres a moment when I'm really need a huge sum of money and I'm really broke to help my dad to paid his employees as my dad was duped by his bussiness partner😢HE WAS THERE guys!!!😭He asked my account number and he just transferred a few grands to me,just like that😭See?how much he trust on me and he said A GOOD FRIEND WILL HELP NEVER LEAVES HIS BUDDY BEHIND😭😭it's takes me about few years to repay him and actually i'm purposely bank in more than what i paid every month,he will returned the money back to me😂😂😂I learned from him about being kind and set him as an example for me to be a good friend or being good to someone i loved but it's turned to be a backfire to me😢I learned my lesson and i accept the pain and grief but i will never revenge to those who hurts me or take advantage on others cz I'm not raised by my parents to be that cruel and evil ❤️ Thanks Chilli for being a good friend of mine, thank you so much🥰

 

SuRpRiSeD~

I gave him a little surprised for his advanced birthday 🥰and he still thanked to me to this moment.That was one of my way to appreciated people in my life and I'm very particular about birthday tho😂He was one of my trainee teacher in my center and he really shows a great passion in working with kids❤️In a school maybe i'm his boss/mentor but after working hours are over we are a good friends☺️

Absolutely

It's fits me again🥰




That beige jubah and that peach printed shawl was the raya outfit that my twin bought in a year of 2015/2016 and I'm only wore it twice as I'm no longer fits in as I'm put on weight in fact I'm really chubby that time😂😂😂but since I'm already lose a mass of weight beggining in the year of 2019 till currently,i tried to "evacuated" my wardrobe again😂😂and i found that outfit and shawl which is i'm already packed it into another compartment for sent it out to my relatives in KBR cz she loves the colour.I tried it again and it's fit!!!!😂😂😂im just wondering how flat my tummy is now😂😂😂Well it's true guys,you won't noticed if you are loosing your weight (psstt I'm not diet at all,I'm just eat what i wanna eat😂) but others will noticed you are loosing weight🤪So i took a quick snap and voila!!i hanged it back on my wardrobe 😂😂maybe its not her time yet to have the outfit.I love  a long dress,long sleeves and wide shawl that able to cover my shoulder, boobies 😂,neck and bareback.Its convinient enough for me if i can perform my solat during emergency 😂(which is often happened during my photoshoot-thats why i never chose a male/shemale makeup artist🤭)with that very attire I'm wearing,that's what we call "it's enough to covered our aurat"You just need to put on a socks🥰cz a panty hose doesn't help to fully
covered your feets.I'm  not keen in a shawl that shows your boobies pop out,WTF??and for what purpose you need a hijab then?Well I'm not pious but I'm just stating the fact,no butt hurts please😚It's merely a sharing that most of women took for granted.See ya😚