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First of all alhamdulillah and thanks for those 2.5 million readers even idk who read my humble blog.I don't expect this at all 😨till I get the notification just now.Its true,rezeki akan dtg mencurah-curah disebalik the hurts,pain and sorrow that we gone through and I'm sorry too cz sometimes it's not fully in English. I'm just wanna say million thanks to you you and you😊.If I had a chance i would like to throw kind of meet and greet event as suggested by the blogger committee but it's such a waste to me.I rather prefer to be remain as unknown blogger unless you already knew me through my Facebook and Instagram.My main presence in social media is not to gain followers or demands on "likes" but it's literally about sharing thoughts.I did removed thousands of followers and "friends" in my Facebook in order to keep my circle in control and private (I just own one Facebook {share with my twin} and Instagram account and I didn't create any extra accounts.I used my own pic and i never hide behind the bushes like a coward ).And same goes to my Instagram, mostly my Facebook's friends are same as my Instagram followers and followee😊as i'm not interested in people who had a negatives vibes that doesn't contribute anything in society but only draw a personal attention and created a chaos.Again, million thanks to all of my readers,how about we donate 3/4 from the payment i get to those who needs help??we have a lot of less fortunate out there.Lets give them a hand as much as we can😉.What I get from Allah,we gave back to Allah together,deal?😊Thanks readers!!eat well,sleep well,have a good rest.Take care😘Lots of love from me - Zarina Kamal P/S:For almost 2 months I'm taking away my life from social media and telecommunication and just solely concentrate on my blog😊 cz i need time to recuperate.Yeah sometimes I did appear(mostly I'm idle😁) in my Facebook and Instagram but merely just for approved, followed or removed friends 😁Last but not least... buddy, when you know by solat,mengaji, meditation, perform umrah,positive thinking and even crying doesn't help you to feel any way better,you need to seek a help from professional!ITS A MUST!And i did it!I'm diagnosed with servere depression and i walked away with a long MC😌My heart truly broken when abah perform solat hajat specially for me for few days and recite Yassin for me😭Tq bah..adik appreciated it so much,if only you know how hurts I am...😢Abah doakan adik get well soon alright?..and mama have to learn how to let me go as i did it ma.....it's more than enough,as if you know.....its okay,Allah knows.😊Sooner or later you will know how bad I'd been brutally ill treated.Thanks for the pain they left that has made us much more stronger cz I believe in Allah's promised to me😊and you too,have faith on Him ya ♥️!!

DoA dARi TaNaH SuCi~

"Jika kau tiada niat memiliki,jgn diusik atau sentuh bunga yang sedang kembang mekar di taman larangan.Kerana jika kau sengaja memetiknya,itu sama sahaja dgn kau telah membunuhnya"The story similar to my friend,a naive and innocent girl named Elsa(bkn nama sebenar) and a guy named Muse (bkn nama sebenar).Elsa really sincerely loves Muse with all her heart.I do pity towards her cz shes really loves him but he just take her for granted and never treat her as human.Elsa told me the moment Muse "took away her throne",Muse swear upon God's name that will never leaves her and will take fully responsibility towards her while wipe away her tears😢and that made her trust him even she did avoid him for a few days cz shes in schocked.Muse"searching for her hi and low" I bet cz he's afraid she might made a police report🤡If you really loves her,why you left her?I remember one of the text he sent to her "You baik and understanding.I can't asked more from you.I taknak main2kan you and taknak you rasa dipermainkan.You tak rasa ke I syg you?I fell for you and i don't want to lose you" Simple and sumpah so called deep sweet kan?If you are not toying her feelings why must you left her?If you feel she's good for you why must you do this to her?Why must you dragged her in your life at first place?Cz you know she's really loves you isn't? I can't understand a men's thinking,I'm just don't understand!! Poligami tu halal,but you don't dare ..yg haram berani pulak?halalkan apa yg haram and haramkan apa yg halal?bcz of you wanna remain rasa selfish tu,kau choosed to ruined others life?Sana perempuan,sini pn perempuan,why you just can't be fair to both of them?Unless kau byk side chic la💆They both loves you equally.Remember,Allah Maha Berkuasa.I done my part in talking as a friend .No worries Elsa,Allah knows what you gone through.Allah always ada utk kau😢Aku doakan utk kau everyday sepanjang aku kat tanah suci,Janji Allah tu pasti,la tahzan ya ukhti,Allah ada!Semoga apa yg aku bisikkan ke bumi akan kedengaran di langit jugak.La Tahzan!Stay strong, everythin gonna be alright okay🙋 Hmmm I'm feeling wanna continue in writing books,but nanti terlebih kaya pulak😝 moderate will do,for the current moment it's more than enough 😊

#doadaritanahsuciutkorgygteraniaya

#youwillpayeverypriceyoumade

#theworldwillbecamesilentforamoment

#Allahtariksatupersatu

#ituygbuatkauistidraj

#wallahi

AdVaNCeD BiRtHdAY WiShES~

Happy birthday in advanced!!🎂 Jadilah you sebaik-baik nama yang mama and abah dah bagi pada you.Live well to the fullest accordingly.Nama you stands a huge meaning behind that.As a truth seeker..do you really apply it in your life??? Don't ever misused it and take granted for it.I am regret and truly sorry that i can't grant your wished as per request which is to be exact it's supposed to be your awesome birthday present this year.I'm sorry,i cant tolerate with those who made a promises upon Allah's name but meant to be broken in the end...munafiq tu namanya!Have a blast birthday!May happiness will always lead your way!

HeLLo StRaNgErS....~

Today is same as previous days...still had the feeling the world still cold,freezing and doesn't move even a bit since then.I felt I'm in the alien city👽.I need to be the in the place that i used to be,now everything is alien to me but ikr,I will be in the place that I'm used to be belong cz Allah is always with me.Well it's same goes to you,if you can treat me completely as a strangers,in fact like I'm someone who irritates you, bring harm to you,someone let you down,put you in the sorry state,debted to you and so on..bla bla bla..well never mind...only immature will react that way😊.We used to be close before and we share the same affection, passion and idea towards one another to move forward back and forth.I do hope you can achieve and succeed in everything you wished for,if you had a chance to do so😊.So,do i need to treat you as my priority and precedence if you can treat me as a strangers?Do i need to listen or care to all your bluffing shit or stuff like that??Naah,I don't think so.Am i right? Right now i have not enough time to think about anything cz I'm pretty busy with my appointments and I jst had a company of my family,ladies,doctor and solicitors.Once I'm done I'll get back to that from the root cz I'm jst recently won a lawsuit against a big name of company(***)and i need some rest,too tiring tau turun naik court ni.Well janji Allah tu BENAR dan PASTI.Allah tak akan biarkan hambaNya yg teraniaya doanya menjadi sia-sia😊.Nothing impossible when Allah said KUN FAYA KUN.At first I'm doubt wether i can win over it cz "they" are established company while me???I'm jst nobody,but aku berserah sepenuhnya pada Allah.Thats why,tiada hijab bagi org2 yg teraniaya,doanya Allah terus angkat ke langit tanpa hijab.Thus,be careful in whatever you did cz Allah always there.In additional you guys must know how to differentiate lah which one is " being teraniaya" and which one is "being duped".Take notes ya👍

PeRaGuT V ~

Aku terpanggil utk berkongsi tentang isu yang sangat taboo which is about virginity.Apa yg kau faham istilah virginity?Yes,it's quite sensitive yet it's still a topic org suka persoalkan.Kau tau bukan mudah utk seorg perempuan yg kena dump tu bangkit semula bila she lose her virginity to someone she loves and trust.Knp some of people dgn mudah lable tht girl is "bitch'slut,murah"and so on??Why don't you show some respect to her?,she's human being too buddy.Be in her shoes..semua org pendosa bukan mulia and perempuan tu tak sepatutnya di hina based on her past.She never asked for it either..salang kn yg alim pun boleh rebah dgn janji manis dan pujuk rayu ini kan pula yg mmg iman nya senipis kulit bawang?Pokok pangkalnya terpulang pada si pergaut dara perempuan tu tersebut samada nak halalkan perempuan yg dia aniaya tu atau tinggalkan dia tanpa rasa bersalah as long as you can save your butt.Kau tau tak betapa hancurnya harapan yg satu-satunya yg dia ada masa tu bila dia ditinggalkan?You ruin her life, her future,her trust,her everything..takde sekelumit pun ke rasa kesian pada perempuan tu??pada parents dia??she's someone daughter too,maybe sblm kau hadir dlm hidup dia..she used to be a filial daughter and Allah's servant.Tp kau sbnrnya yg lure her into this..kau yg rosakkn pemikiran dia..kau sbnrnya yg hancurkan dia.Sblm kenal kau,dia sgt naive..tp kau yg introduced her into this thingy.Yg mana pada kau the reason you slept with her is just for fun???NOOOO it's a huge responsibility behind that for her.Lebih teruk bila kau satu-satunya lelaki yg sentuh dia..ofcourse she will just stick with you all the way.Then why you need to bad mouthing about her?Tolonglah kaum Adam...jgn permainkan perasaan kaum Hawa,jgn melibatkan kehormatan ank dara org..mereka ada maruah utk dijaga,bukan utk dipijak atau dihina dan dibuat suka-suka..halalkan lah dia utk kau kalau kau betul sygkan dia,ada perasaan utk dia and ada rasa tanggungjwb atas dia as rather than kau jadi manusia munafiq dan zalim,menganiaya zahir dan batin anak dara org yg kau hancurkan.Percayalah takkan ada hijab bg doa-doa org yg teraniaya..kerana Allah angkat doanya terus ke langit...she gave everything it's not bcz of she's cheap,but she really loves you and trust you..dia selalu nak kau jd yg halal utk dia.....Pernah tak kau fikkr mcmna dia nk berdepan dgn trauma yg kau bagi?mcmna dia nk berdepan dgn parents dia,how she deal with the hurts you left?berterus terang dgn lelaki lain?Maybe some people said..alah..just move on,you'll get someone better than him..tp kau tau tak..its not easy cz bukan semua org nasibnya baik and bukan semua org nasibnya sama..forgive, forget and move on..thats only we can said.Dia mungkin takde sesiapa utk diluahkan or turn to,but she's 100% rely on Allah SWT,cz she knows..Allah tak pernah tinggalkn dia mcm kau tinggalkn dia..Adil ke utk perempuan tu??Kalau perempuan yg kau "slept for fun" tu jenis yg touch and go,bitch or whatever name it is..maybe you no need to think much cz apparently she never loves you,she just needs some cash and "pleasure"..but come to think..perempuan yg kau ruin tu..opposite from the bitch??tak rasa ke kau aniaya dia?mess with her life and future?and she's waiting for you to halalkan dia one fine day....and still counting till the day you choosed to left her and out of blue you treat her totally as a STRANGER..Idk,can you still call yourself a man?cz to me you are worst than a beast.Allah observe semua guys..Allah watch over you.If one day kau ada ank pmpuan..kau akan gone through sendiri betapa seksanya kau tgk ank kau terseksa and mentally breakdown sbb kau rasa helpless...cz lelaki yg rosakkn anak kau tu choose to be pronounced death all of sudden.....and M.I.A (missing in action🤗and have to be disappeared 😂)Theres always price to pay every single thing you did.Kifarah and karma tu ada.Think it wisely before you wanna do something,sis pesan je😊