IrOn MAiDeN~

 

Be a limited edition candle

"A strong woman was not the one who will fights for her love but  the real strong woman was the one who willingly letting go the person she loves and prays for his happiness "-ZK




P/S : Mask and face shield was on the table✅🤗Sorry for my favorite tudung🤪ironless and on point awning,suits for recording  isn't?✅😉BTW guess where i am now?KBR?JHB?KUL?❤️

Be Or NoT tO Be~

Knows the difference 👌

Am i gonna stranded here in KBR?🤤I'm just following the flow.Due to the risen cases of Covid-19, it's important for me to take the first move in order to protect my own lungs.Well, few nights ago i dreamt about multiple dreams including multiple people and multiple scene took places  actually it's unusual for me.I dreamt about air crashed (idk which country involved),i dreamt about my late aunt,our ex Minister of KBM which is happened to be my cousin☺️,i dreamt about my friends,ex,family,my no longer bff as we didn't talk anymore , the weak and dying little girl and little boy in the hospital and many more.I guessed cz I'd been stuffed with end to ends workload,TCA,donning home schooling materials and practicing for my ISCYV programme (luckily my turn was not that soon 😉)Do you think it's due to stressed?I bet🤗But theres a word i remembered i told one of them who hurts me in my dreamt,as usual neither in real life nor dreams..i'm act professionally and response accordingly with a sweet smiling face.



"Your sorry was not equal to my sweat, blood and tears and your sorry won't make the old of me came back to life" 

 

ExCiTeD~

 

Not my intention 🤪


I sent my video of singing one of my favorite song was just for fun and never had intention to go further 🤣After a few days i submitted my video i get a call from ICSYVM which is TBH I'm the one who doesn't really like to talk via phone.I'm very seldom picked up any calls but i received  this call  after i get their WhatsApp🤣 saying that they are from ICSYVM and congratulates me cz been short listed candidate for ICSYVM🤭They asked me to get ready few more songs and be prepared for call up for recording 🤪 Actually idk what i should feel honestly🤪but yeah I'm quite nervous and happy.I was started singing at the age of 6 and my mom sent me and my twin for intensive vocal class by the age of 15.During our elementary school we are same school with a singer named Syura (Zuraidah Badron) and Nas Adilla since we are from same vocal class as  well.But you know what??both of us are more popular than them❤️🤭At least we never get a "boo" or threw by rubbish and pebbles as them on the stage🤭🤭🤭Our conversation were more and less as below :

Me : I'm not sure will make it or not😜

ICSYVM : For sure boleh,meletup☺️

Me : I'll try ya🤗

ICSYVM : U ada ex tak?

Me : Yeah..knp eh??😅

ICSYVM: Menangis ex dgn ur crush tgk u nnt🤣


Me : 🤣Bukan masuk nak glamour,just for fun☺️

ICSYVM : Suara u sedap gila,bila u senyum perghh  melting, kitaorg replay byk kali🤣 Muka pun lawa!U standby okay?Kita contact u lagi nnt.

  Me : Inshallah but i nk disguised as penyamar 😜boleh???

ICSYVM : Alaaaa😣mana tau lps ni u jadi artis..

Me : 😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅

So, that's all i wanna share to you guys, hopefully you guys won't watched me singing on the stage😜❤️BTW congrats for those who gets approved for your i-sinar application (idk what is the actual date you can cx your application 😆) Hopefully you guys will use it wisely ya❤️ don't forget to those who always behind your back during your ups and downs. Disclaimer!! I meant to your PARENTS not your PARTNER (your husband or wife,I'm sorry being too outspoken😜) cz they are  in your life when you already had a stable job but yeah no harm to share,at least it will covered your daily expenses and other commitments that been hold. Your parents were the one genuinely always behind you all this while..sacrifice their blood, sweat and tears for you❤️You wanna wait till 20 to 30 years to come for them to share it?? Are you sure they are still around?? Think wisely ya❤️☺️I'm happy for those who get it as i never applied it cz  I'm not qualified in any criteria neither 1st or 2nd criteria 😆Enjoy your "fat bonus" guys!! ❤️I wished i can apply it but my dad said "no need" he suggested me used my saving in returns😅He said it's still the same amount anyways and it's still belong to me for them☺️ Okay, noted☺️

Well,i chose a few songs as my preparation for ICSYVM🤗but which one I'm gonna sing???🤪

✅ Menghitung Hari - Kris Dayanti

✅ Thousand Years - Christina Perri

✅ Maafkan - Nikita Willy

✅ Siapalah Aku - Amy Mastura

✅ Hanya Rindu - Andmesh Kamaleng

✅ Someone You Loved - Lewis Capaldi