AsAP~

✅ Set off to KBR within these 2 days😚

✅ Tix confirmed

✅ Happy 🤗

✅ HUSM❤️

✅ WFH❤️

✅ HBL❤️

✅ Get treated😅

✅ Complete the treatment😬

✅ Get more rest😣

✅ Blueprint teacher☺️

✅ Not looking for love nor relationship nor rebound👎

✅ Get everything done ASAP😎

✅ Will our society changed?🥱

✅ Never ever mentioned about marriage💔

✅ It's hurts to the core when people asked about it💔

✅ Respect others feelings👍

✅ If i had a choice i never chose to be alone💔

✅ It's because i don't have any option left🥺

✅ Please be more understanding😐

✅ Create another blog, dismissed this blog?😞,

✅ What's next?🤔

GoSh~

 Repost IFB:"I'm having lunch with my family at one of the famous hotel among the airlines crew, there were  2 girls tap my shoulder and addressed me as Felicia cz they mistook of me🤣They thought I'm one of their long lost good friend. Their Felicia was a Kadazan Dusun girl😅 Actually there were a lots of people mistook about me especially my race 😅 I'm often mistook as one of the Bornean girl😅Hmmm it's okay then I'm fine with it anyways🤭My dad told me yesterday that he would like to presents me the brand new X70 Proton and iPhone. But since I'm not the iPhone users and I'm not driving, i declined it eventually. IKR his main purpose🤭🤣I knew he's worried about my safety and they tried to encouraged me, i really appreciated that💓💞 Don't worry  guys,I'm good🤗❤️Actually thats for  my 1st year successful completed treatment for my high function depression and there were another year to go but it's gonna be not frequent TCA💘✅"

I'm smiling and IKR you are smiling too🤗



I don't care how bad my hijab will looks as long as i can easily eat and munch🤪I don't care how others will look at me cz I'm just care for my food🤗Food is my real happiness instead of their thoughts ✅❤️😚Abah told us if we've been hurts ,we have 3  options in life it's either we hurts them back,love them or avoid them) What you guys will choose?I had my answer and i wanna know yours🤗 cz i chose to forgive and walk away


P/S : Too many oder for homeschooling materials and perfume❤️Can you help me?🤗

QuAraNtiNe PaRtY~

 Thanks for those who attended to my very"quarantine meet and greet event"🤣Yup,it's indeed limited and fully SOP required. Not many pics to share as I'm quite busy but I'm glad it's was very successful😊

Event :  Quarantine Party👻😷

Date  : 19th December 2020 ( Sat)

Dress code :  Shades of Red❤️ & White🤍 

Venue : Not in the palace🤣

Among the one who never leaves me💞

Black and yellow (favorite colors) balloons along the way from first to the third floor❤️


Actually i never wear that hijab for a years😁and I'm forgot how to "donning" with it.So,as a result..since i didn't brought any extra brooch and pins I'm just "fits in accordingly" without any brooch and pins🤪It's like I'm wearing a "tudung sekolah" and I'm just fold every edge to make it tight 🤣Tadaaaa please give a big hand to my round face🤣yet it's looks still cute though 😚But hey,I'm slim enough (56kg/160cm) but i owned a baby fat cheeks😚😚😚😚😚😚😚😚😚😚😚

CoNgRaTs~

 

Congrats cousin❤️

Actually that was his dream since young to have his own bussiness 🤭This very likeable Muar's MP was my cousin.We received some pictures of him through our family WhatsApp group🤪and to be exact he really did post the same pic🤣among of my Singaporean cousins (do you know that he was a half Singaporean like me😚??) His mom was a Johorean and his dad was Singaporean.Among my Singaporean cousins, just a few of them who really can take the spicy food and mostly their favorite was any kind of sambal❤️Fun fact about him, he changed his personal number multiple times but will only used the same phone number for his work🤣We are just hoping for the best for his mom (Umi Hani) and to his dad (Ami Aman) please stay strong👍❤️May Umi Hani able to pull through and fight her breast cancer.I remembered  once i went to his house during Eid, his family were not there as they went to abroad cz umi Hani pursued her study in UK. His maid and his grandparents were at home cz usually they will overnight in Johore Bahru during weekends.During Maghrib, i played hide and seek with a few cousins upstairs.While all of the adults are praying, we are playing🤣but when I'm walking downwards to the stairs i saw a "tall lady" in the middle of the staircase, facing to them who are still praying.TBH i don't feel scared cz I'm still a little girl that time and yeah SS haven't born yet🤣When one of my elder cousin shout "hantu!!!" and she was screaming, i noticed that "tall lady" vanished. As you guys can guessed the figure that i saw seems to be a "cik Ponti" 👻But you know what? We get a scolded instead cz they said we are still playing even it's already dark 🤪

Ada org bilang cute seh🤣

ImProMpTu~

Please excuse for my "lifted" hijab

Actually that shirt was meant for my brother and i picked an XL size for him since he is quite tall and had a buff body.I ordered it from Captain Adi and asked him to delivered it to my brother's house.But it's doesn't fits him at all and he said it's quite tight for him🤣He wanna gave to his wife but my sister-in-law doesn't like black in colour.So at the end he delivered it back to me and wanna let me have the refund but i declined 🤗.So, i put it on and i think it's fits me well even it's  oversize🤣I'm wearing M instead of XL but yes of course i prefer a loose shirt instead❤️So, do you think it's fits me well?? 🤭Well, I'm quite sad cz i can't travel myself to the land of hornbill to meet my "children" due to my tight schedules💔But it's okay kids, ibu's friend gonna take care of it, she will pass it to you since she's going back to her hometown❤️You guys gonna be surprised with the variety of Gardenia's bread and muffins ❤️I can't be there for you but all of you will always in ibu's heart❤️Will meet you again sayang-sayang ibu🤗❤️Take care of yourself, have a good rest and xoxo from here❤️😚

If you guys are interested in this shirt,you may reach him at🤗 :

Facebook : Abang Captain

Instagram : @abangcaptain

"Doaku setiap hari semoga setiap kesakitan dan langkah perjalananku adalah syahid dan rezeki walaupun setiap langkahku itu amat menyakitkan"-ZK

" Sekiranya aibku terhidu..Aku mengaku AKU ADALAH PENDOSA dan TIDAK SEMPURNA ☹️,beri aku sedikit ruang dan tolong hormati aku........... "-ZK

 

GiFt WiTh LoVe~

 Repost IAAL : "As you know I  had 3 brothers and  only 2 of them were really a game maniac!So as i did "wrote" on my previous blog,they asked for a PS5,and tadaaaaa they will received it soon!!"

✅ PS5

✅ Gift

✅ ❤️siblings

✅ 🤷 Is it fun?

✅ I never into any kind of games🙅

✅ I don't think i'm wasting my money

✅ This is investment 🤪

NeXt SteP~

White "bracelet"🙄~

 Repost BSMB :Since we are allowed to "explore" again🤪🤪🤪🤪🤪hmm where i shoud go after get my Covid test result??IF I'm negative🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔and there are a few places running in my mind 🧐🧐🧐🧐🧐🧐🧐. Hopefully it's just a cold😊

✅ 🦗

✅ 🐈

✅ ❤️

✅ 💔

✅✈️

✅📸

✅💊

✅🍞

Some people asked me why i loved blogging😊Actually that was a therapy for us as a patient need to "completed".Actually we have to do it everyday.It can be done in either way though (record it, write in a diary, make it as a journal and so on).Now you aware isn't? depression wasn't a tiny matter that should be ignored 😊.RN I'm going an end to end therapy of high function depression. You know what is that??? Chek it yourself 😊

Ex NiHiLo~

She can be the amateur photographer😆

 

          Still calm during taking a pic🤗

 Last Sun,I and my team had to travel to Malacca from my  favorite city not only to met my family members(which is I'm accidentally bought some "jeweleries for my mom as requested by her due to its "hot price" she said "adik,emas tgh murah ni..jom😂") but it's based  on charity and bussiness purposes.I had to hand over thousands over bottles of perfumes for all the agents who ran out of  their stocks and a few sets of homeschooling materials (ofcourse i had the letter of permission from the authority since we are from red zone area).I'm glad because all of my agents and customers agreed to meet me at Mahkota Parade.Its unlike the usual scenery Malacca on weekends that we used to know,it's kind of quiet and dull due to pandamic deep impact to our tourism.I really hope everything will gonna

Retro😚

I'm already exhausted 🤣

be end very soon and everything will get back on their tracks and feets.I do pity for those who gravely effected by this current situation.I don't wished to witnessed the increasing of mental health issue, domestic violence and separation. Last night i received a call from the person in charge of orphanage and they said the kids missed me😚awww so sweet, when everything is over i promised that I'll meet you soon little angles❤️But second of thought,do they really missed me or missed my rewards that i used to gave?? 😊Well as you know (maybe some of you never know about this)in Borneo (I'm not sure in Sabah,sorry🤪)you wont find any Gardenia products especially those bread that we used to eat in peninsular.(TBH I'm not really eating bread or pastries cz i can't tolerate with yeast)I'm only have it if I'm really craving for it or else i won't dare to dig my own grave🤪So, the rewards that i mentioned earlier was those bread especially the chocolate and vanilla flavor😊❤️As for now they have to hold their craving for those breads.Previously I'll bought a lots of bread when i pay them a visit,I'm not supplying the bread🤗it's meant for share❤️And usually i will bought various flavours for the kids and teachers. As for now it's really not suitable for me to post to them due to the expiry date, it's take about a week to reach their place though.  Actually previously i did "sent by hand" those bread whenever I'm there and usually the order came from my friends. I was mistook once by someone who i really care the most by saying that "I'm not supplying the bread but I'm  supplying my body and pu**y instead cz i seems like to had a random s*x "It's literally hurts and i really lost my words.Thus,my trust is began to fade away.I'm very disappointed for the thought you had on me.Sometimes people will make a wild assumptions based on their personal experience.So,you aware now?? I'm not that cheap as you think.And this very "cheap lady" who saved your butt and throat,that you are indebted to her for the rest of your life✅ I want nothing,I'm just hoping that I'm not gonna be cruel to others and  destroyed  one's life and trust as you did. Even I'm  stepping ahead by myself,I'm still moving forward and there's nothin' can hold and lean me back😉And I will continue everything as usual accordingly as a teacher,author, entrepreneur,model,coach, daughter,sister,aunt and His Slave without you independently,do not worry,I'm okay❤️😉 🤗Thank you,you are the best thing i ever had in my life✅😁