ToKeN oF ApPreCiAtiOnS~

My hectic day yesterday..been working from morning to late hours..but overall my photoshoot at Duta,Dataran and KLCC super superb ,meet and greet my readers aka my new friends at KLCC was so much fun and spent time with the loved ones was rather splendid.Thanks for your time,thanks everyone.Thanks a lots.I'm sorry for those male readers who wanna shake hand aka salam with me...I'm really sorry hehe... TBH I'm not pink of my health but i did tried my best.Thanks you again and see you again!!!!☺️

LaSt DaY oF SuMmEr in EaSt~

Last night you appeared in my dream with an office attire.You looks smart in plain long sleeves,very smart indeed as i can remember😊You smiled at me,kissed my forehead and give me a warm hug (it's merely a dream and you guys don't beat around the bushes😉)Then you walked away slowly with your small steps.I woke up at strucked 3am and i continue with my solat.I asked Him to take care of you for me cz I'm no longer able to do that as i'm literally hurts by your words that merely you accused me.You might be will forget what you said to others,but those on receiving end won't😉. I've nothing to prove it...but i had Him😊I asked Him not to brought you in my dream as well cz it will make me missed you.Till then take care of yourself😊 Actually i can't sleep after that.I continues with doing house chores and reading cz I'm nervous regarding to my event this weekend,OMG!!!!!and i burnt my red pyjamas while iron it😑 but it's fine I'm already purchase the same pyjamas online🤣I'm kinda nervous cz i used to "write" instead of meeting them.Hopefully everything will gonna be fun and fine😉

MaRk It~

Why you made me feel I'm belong to you if I'm not yours?why you need to be here if you're meant to leave me?One day you're gonna missed my smile,my boring ass text😁,my silly questions😁,my character tend to be clingy to you👻,my fight,my mood swings,my arguments,my perfume,my voice and my insecurities.But most importantly you're gonna missed the way i cared for you all this while😊I don't regret opening up to you even you don't deserved to know me that close and this much.But if you seems knows me very well,you wont utter a rubbish words to me at first place isn't???😉Well,I don't lose you but you lose me.Loving someone its doesn't mean they have to be by your side all the time,at some point you have to learn to let go your loved ones and respect their decision to leave😉

ToSSeD To AnD FrO~

Hello girlfriends🤗 I'm here again😘Usually I'm often "seen" at midnight isn't???,well I had some advice to you especially those who are in relationship..do make sure it is a relationship instead of relationshit😝.Do you really love your man?My advice is love yourself more instead of him cz at some point it's gonna turned to be a backfire to you and you have to beware of those red flags thus, please stay exclusive😉..heed my advice ladies!!!Take me as for an example,i won't pull of the post that been posted.I won't admit the things i never did.I won't fixed the things that i never fucked up.I'm brave enough to face the world and everyone for whatever i did and i won't hide anything.I'm a woman of my word.I fed my own mouth with my own salary and i don't rely on others as they never provides me even my parents😉I never make fun of others nor used others for my own benefits as that's was not my character.I'm not living with my past but I'm living with my present towards the future happily and I'm not afraid to walk in this world alone😊i lived once,betrayed once,get humiliation once and I'll die once too.KIT ladies,see you guys on December in my first meet & greet in KL😘since I've no longer have to split my time to others.If possible I really needs your favour cz I'm pretty nervous🤗for this time i prefer only ladies and my themes will be in BLACK💃I'm excited to meet you ladies!!!see you soon😘

YoU'Re ThE ReAsOn~

Last weekends lps photoshoot kat KL,aku ada rasa breakdown after i heard a song in that very flight.The song that triggered me was YOU'RE THE REASON...Its made me shed my tears in that flight and i felt like ada sharp blade hiris jantung aku,it's extremely pain and triggered my anxiety as well.The worst part is i couldn't breathe well either😣 When i touched down,i'm still walked away with my tears..TBH,IDK why i felt so numb even a lots of people watching over me.I don't feel embarrassed at all..and soon after that "he" appeared in my dream frequently.I'm just wondering why Allah haven't grant my wishes yet🙄 that i asked him almost everyday not to "brought him" into my dream cz all I'll feel is only pain...😔But "he's" always there......and the wound bleed again again and again......To be truth,rezeki aku dlm modelling semakin mencurah-curah as before,offer here and there.. alhamdulillah.But luckily laaa aku tak dpt assign jadi pengantin kubur....klu offer aku 10k pun aku taknak amik.Sorry laaaaa,and sorry jugak those yg "jela" sgt nak mintak selfie ke video call ke...I'm not interested at all.But kesian laaa yg jadi victim manager aku,she's the one yg kena entertained those callers as they will never ever going to have my own personal number😆Bukan apa,aku ni bukan jenis sweet talker,lembik tekok bak oghe klate oyak or bagi false hope.So i know myself very well and i know my limits☺️Fans will remain as fans,and i won't entertained them more than that and I'm fair to everyone😊