Friday, 30 May 2025

ZuLHiJJaH '25~

 2nd day puasa bulan Zulhijjah, gonna saur later.. tapi dia punya lemah tu lain mcm.. sampai BP aku drop to the lowest.. smg Allah bagi kekuatan utk aku. 7 days to go!! Bila nak dekat2 hari raya haji ni.. teringat pulak aku pada satu moment... aku terpaksa kehilangan org yg aku paling sayang few days before AidilAdha exactly it's on 8th August 🥀hmmmmm RIP dear soul~

Tuesday, 20 May 2025

TeAcHer'S DaY '25


Thank you🥰~

Another year another day with the same responsibility 🥰 I no longer waiting for the birthday, teacher's day, morning,night wishes,texts and calls and so on unlike before as I'm already comfortable "enjoying my personal time and space alone as bachelorette"Don't asked me why I changed,you should asked what changes me instead?Got it?  








Thursday, 24 April 2025

UnSeTtLeD~

 Last day puasa 6+puasa ganti.. time tu jugaklah "dia" datang😭dah seharian aku badmood harini..... 🥀Since I'm 15 yrs old never missed puasa 6,tiba2 tahun ni.. Allah... 🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀padahal tgk flo chart lagi 4 hari "dia" supposed dtg☹️☹️ knp laaaa awal sgt.. tak sempat dah nk tunggu suci, raya pun dah habis 😭 aduiii tak boleh move on seh rasa "bengkek" tu.. aduiiii aduiiii. Hrtu tak boleh puasa cz aku Septic Schocked Secondary Pneumonia...low BP teruk, actually kalau haritu Allah panggil aku jumpa Dia..aku dah ready and I'm always ready to meet my maker. Hmmm Allah mmg nak bagi aku rehat kot? Sbb Alah tau seorg Zarina ni dah penat and I need to have a rest..... 

Sunday, 2 March 2025

RuN ErrAnDs~


 Run some errands with my nephew❤️He still addressed me as chigu(cikgu) even we both no longer in a same school🤭Uwais Rizqy and Fatin Amarra(my niece) were in a same school .Only on a first day je Aten excited nak gi sekolah.. after that taknah dah🤣everyday nangis bila suruh mandi pagi, everyday mentioned taknak makan nasi goreng pedas🤣and everyday jugak mentioned nak ikut tala (me) gi school 🤣ehh mana boleh .. kita tak sama sekolah 🤭Uwais relax je kat sekolah 🤭few weeks ago aku puasa Sunat Syaaban, one of my 5 y o student nak feed aku dgn biskut yg dia bawak, then aku suruh dia bagi kawan yg lain😉


Itsar : Knp cikgu taknak makan?

Me : Sebab cikgu puasa🤭

Itsar : Ehh dah ROMADON ke?

Me : Belum lagi..2 weeks lagi😉

Itsar : Oooo igtkan dah ROMADON

Me : Ramadhan.. bukan Romadon..huruf dhod..bukan dal

Itsar : Itsar rasa sama jeee

Me : (senyum je lah)



Sunday, 2 February 2025

Wednesday, 29 January 2025

新年快楽'25~

You did it,I'm DONE.Once bite twice shy.I never hates you but I deserved the best distance to have faith and put my trust in you again😉~







In terms of not gain sympathy from the crowd and not playing victim,chose dying and breaking inside..is it count?




IKR🤣~







I prefer to encounter unseen things rather than two faces people~


Happy CNY to QADBB and family and De Casas fam🥰May you have a blessed and blast CNY❤️新年快楽🥰