YuHuUuU~

 Post a bit as a proof I'm still alive and kicking..saya busy giler awaaaaak😅

  “草你妈”means let's start again baby🤪

Pardon me~

I have nothing to worry ☺️~

LiTtLe PuMpKinS~

 

A drawing pic from Aisyah Humaira❤️what a thoughtful girl🥰But too bad it was way too advanced la sayang cz mine gonna be on 8th🥰the girls asyik discuss pasal birthday aku..nak bagi hadiah apa,nak draw apa and stuff 🤗Today aku pakai grey and black..that's why ada entiti aku kat situ🤣

Aku : Kenapa mcm ada candy dgn flower?
Husna: Sebab cikgu hari2 wangi
Huda : Eh tak laaa,hari2 cikgu Zarina bawak jajan
Amila: Harini cikgu bawak jajan dgn ubat la awak..banyak benar ubat cikgu
Aku : Ooooo awk bukak beg cikgu yeeeee😈
Amila : Eh tak laa,cikgu kan bawak 2 bag.Ami tgk yang kat bag flower tu je..tu kan takde zip🤪
Husna : Cikgu..nanti birthday cikgu..cikgu bawaklah cake..
Aku : Khamis ni celebrate birthday Ameena dgn Rizqy..nak cikgu bawak cake lagi ke?
Aisyah : Cikgu bawaklah masa 8hb😈🤣
Aku : Amboii, pandai la dia😚
Husna : Tapi cikgu jgn beli cake Oreo tau,tu kan boikot
Aku : Yeee,cikgu tau😊

Yes..diaorg akan sebut "benar" ye🤣and I was like.."wah,formal betul bahasa awak semua ye?" Bila aku masuk kelas sebelah..lain pulak ceritanya🤣

Azril : Ehh cikgu tak meninggal lagi?Bila cikgu nak meninggal?
Aku : 😅😅😅😅
Sibawaih : Ehh tak baik tau cakap cikgu macam tu..awk nk masuk neraka?
Aku : Kenapa Azril ckp mcmtu?😚
Azril: Yelaaa sebab cikgu asyik sakit jeee,kan org sakit tu nanti Allah amik dia
Aku : Cikgu sakit sebab Allah sayang kat cikgu laaa
Azril : Kalau Allah sayang cikgu..nanti cikgu meninggal la?
Aku : 🤣semua org akan meninggal..lambat atau cepat je
Qaseh : Kalau Cikgu Zarina meninggal sapa nak ajar kitaorg?
Aku : Erm biar Cikgu Abdullah yang ajar😈
Qaseh: Alaaaa, taknak..
Yusya: Nanti saya solat,saya baca doa utk ibu bapa dgn utk Cikgu Zarina sekali ye?
Aku : 😊(hanya mampu senyum je)
Qaseh : Kenapa jari dgn mulut cikgu biru?
Aku : Bukan jari..kuku...kan cikgu masih batuk2..tak cukup oksigen laa
Qaseh : Oksigen tu apa?
Aku : Udara🤗
Qaseh : Udara tu apa?
Aku : Nanti kita belajar dlm Sains ye😊

NeW PaTh~

 

Creating my new path as part time lecturer in IPG and at the same time I'm still a "blue print of  preschool teacher"is  not easy🥰Buzy, exhausted, lethargic,not in a pink of health and stuff😴In school,I'm teaching those innocent cute kids while in IPG I'm teaching those preschool teacher to be.Good luck everyone 🤗❤️


I'd been 10days (4 days in ICU) warded due to my ESR results was 120 ,pus cell more than 25 and epit cell more than 10.I felt so weak and pain  but maybe i used to act strong..I go to work as usual with a mask on untill i collapse 🤣that time the  diagnosed was CAP and Haemophilus Influenza(maybe I get it from the refugee kids that i taught cz for me every child deserved a better education ❤️) It's just I haven't get my MTB result yet(most probably i'm not TB positive) as i just sent the sample this morning since i didn't shows much improvement after discharged I do still had a bad cough,loosing my appetite and weight.If Allah wanna take me away.. I'M ALWAYS READY TO MEET MY MAKER cz i know.. I will get my ample of rest❤️As a single lady,I  have nothing to worry about duniya cz I know everything gonna be fine❤️

P/S : FYI, before been  refer to hospital..I went to clinic 2 times in a row ya but didn't show any improvement at all.My saddest part is I lost my laptop at hospital.. it's really breaks me a lots cz my lecture slides was there😓 🤬Takkan aku nk mintak duit kat ex BF aku pulak utk beli laptop baru even he really owes me 😡Tak baik aniaya orang..doa org2 sakit ni mustajab tau!jgnla curi laptop..curilh epal ke pisang ke..yg berlambak dlm bakul tu🤬

MoMenTo~

Reading old conversations will give you the ultimate hurts cz you'll see how people changed~

I did especially when I noticed the changes in people.I observed,I'm aware and I take notes on everything surrounding me

 

Let's do this~

My little happiness~

Accept them not only their presents but their past as well.But not everyone can accept the past to create the future together ~

Me and SIL@Midvalley after my mom's birthday celebration at my mom's favorite hotel.My SIL said why don't i became  MUA since i can do make up on my face very well.Hmmm I'm not interested in make up others so far🤭

TeAcHeR's DaY~

Betul la bak pepatah "Guru Ibarat Dian" walaupun sebatas LED light

New collection of shawls,more to come❤️

There's a few cutting board,Shogun set and aprons too.Dia tau cikgu rajin masuk dapur🤣

Received 8 big bags,blm habis unboxing

Baru bukak a few jeee

UQ drew a pic of him perform solat and he said Wais jadi imam, cikgu solat blkg Wais..awwwww sweet boy..btw UQ selalu jadi imam masa solat Dhuha and Zohor.
Well his face looks alike actor named Iman Zulkarnain.Secrush itukah UQ kat aku🤣

 

Teacher's Day 2024

Hello peeps!been busy with work till  cant spare a bit of time to update my blog.Well this year I received quite lots of presents🤗🤗🤗and I'm  literally happy.I haven't unboxing all of the presents cz its a shame to tear the cute wrap😚one of the funny moment was one of my student (Uwais Qarni) said he had another gift for me.The conversation went like this🤣

UQ : Wais ada satu lagi hadiah utk cikgu Zarina
Me : Ye ke?hadiah apa tu?
UQ : Hadiahnya Wais nak kawen dgn cikgu
Me : Knp nk kawen?duit dah ada ke?
UQ : Wais ada RM10 je,boleh kan cikgu?
Me : Mas kawen pun RM 22.50 Wais🤣
UQ : RM 10 susah nak cari tau,Wais kena tolong Umi lap meja,susun kasut..baru dpt upah
Me : Takpelaa Wais simpan je la duit tu..nnt bila Wais dah besar Wais tak ingat cikgu lagi dah🤣
UQ : Sbb tu Wais nak kawen skrg
Me : 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

EnD Of RaMadHan~

 Ramadhan gonna end soon, tak sempat nak update apa2 kat blog due to busy schedule. Lps terawih, lepas Maghrib or lps solat Maghrib most of the time aku "syahid" 🤣mmg tak sempat tgk phone ke apa cz blk sekolah about 3pm++ aku dah busy masak utk berbuka (tak kuasa aku nk snap pic my dishes)proceed by kemas rumah then do the laundry (even lps subuh before off to school aku dah kemas rumah.. siap dgn cuci toilet dgn depan rumah sekali ehhh😂)Idk if aku ada OCD or not but I'm type of sequence person, klu dah routine it's hard for me to change drastically, it's like ada something yg tak settled dlm kepala and hati. Aku dah terbiasa mengemas 3-4 kali sehari cz i have cats at home, walaupun cuma Mok, Iman and Umar jeee.. kalau dah bergasak each other bulunya ke mana2. And hobi terbaru Umar, dia koyakkan tissue 😑.Aku selalu bedal dia dgn tissue roll. Ramadhan makes more busy then other months .Aku setup Montessori implementation utk budak2 yg kurang bernasib baik such as anak2 yatim,broken family, anak2 foreigners...so alhamdulillah sgt2 kalau those yg berhutang dgn aku tu or ada pending payment duit lawyer ke,yg supposedly compensate me ke dapat laa buat full settlement or byr every month kat aku..at least ada extra cash utk aku purchased Montessori apparatus utk budak2 ni every month cz it's really cost a bomb😓..at least...ada jugak saham akhirat utk korang cz kita dah sama2 membantu anak2 ni😊and I'm sorry to those yg terasa aku cold or whatever it is cz aku mmg tak tgk phone langsung! Basically I can survive without phone or internet cz I prefer to read a books than scrolling phones.. tak minat gossip! esok last day sekolah then will be off till 14th Apr.. abah kata nak balik KBR... aduiii cannot brain betapa sucksnya traffic 🤣plus aku bila dah sampai Pahang aku dah mula mual and muntah2.. imgaine la berapa jam aku struggle before reach KBR. Tadi sempat la grab baju baru utk abah warna dark blue,mama punya online jee while aku dah byk sgt baju raya, last year punya pun ada yg blm pakai.I don't mind pakai baju yg org bagi as long as baju tu blm pernah di pakai🤣 so overall mmg byk color tahun ni. Kuih raya nanti weekend baru beli, aku focus kat kerepek jeeee😁

IfTaR #1~

 Aku buat ayam masak kicap+taugeh goreng kucai + doughnut ball je+air keladi. Sahur usually aku goreng telur mata lembu mkn dgn roti je cz nasi+lauk+kuih mkn utk sahur jugak (kalau still left😂)Esok mcm anxiety rasanya .. blk sekolah 3pm.. hmm pukul berapa la aku siap masak kemas semua😌😌😌

OdD~

 I feel totally odd.......... hmmm.. I'm wondering why either. I had a few new toddlers in my school, all been tailing me here and there like a ducklings, crying for quite sometimes 😂🤭and they had a celebrity looks, OMG so cuteeeeeeee and again with 3 to 4 words long name and spelling...We had Eysha Medina, Iman Harraz, Izzat Zafril, Dhia Qaseh.To those who had a lighter weight it's easy for me to carry but for those chunky... OMG kraaaaak bunyi tulang belakang aku😂I never get tired of this passion that working with kids that i did for many years..rasa sayang belajar sampai Master but tak keje.At least esok2 kalau kawen adalah tittle "educated wife" eeehhh tiberrrr mentioned pasal kawen😂BF pun tak nampak bayang😂😂😂

RaMaDhaN KaReeM~

 Ahlan wasahlan ya Ramadhan 😊

Lately been busy with online tuition and preparing for the school reopen this coming Sunday.Just now done with PRT,RPM,ABM and RPH.I'm pretty good in working under pressure cz i managed to did at one go.Big clap for myself 🥰 Another good news i had today was increment🥰 Alhamdulillah..tabarakallah..Allah ease my way as smooth as i asked from Him in my dua'❤️. There's someone that I never heard about for quite sometimes.. how are you? You good? 😉Well this year dah terlamapu byk baju for raya..ada baby blue,black batik,yellow mustard,magenta,soft green,purple..all from my SIL since she bought and never wear it and she gave to me.Well,baju last year pun blm pakai lagi...nak pakai gi sekolah,it's too fancy😂hmm untung bila slim ni..banyak baju😂how about you guys?

It is what it is😊

Whole  process needs time to heal🥀

Thanks mama❤️

That's me🤭

Geraaaaaam😚

Kalau ada...by all means..

Come to my house..spare your time to look at my work desk at school too😚CASYG (clean as you go) wherever places i went it will never messy cz i always keeps it neat and tidy.

Grab earlier my fav kuih raya buat kudap2 😁since last year i can't get mama carries🥀but TBH suji dia tak sedap..burnt and lost its taste while batang buruk pulak a bit turned off for me cz  ada rasa spicy,OMG staff roll tepung kacang hijau,gula sekali dgn biji cili padi ke?or kuali tu tak cuci bersih masa diaorg sangai tepung kacang hijau dgn gula kot?or another possibility bekas yg dia guna utk uli tepung gandum tu dia tak cuci bersih..maybe lepas rendam cili padi ke cili kering ke kan?sbb rasa spicy tu kicks in.Kalau owner tak check..tak buat food tasting..boleh lingkup kedai..mana la tau ada staff khianat or buat sambil lewa ke apa...yg sedap cuma mama carries je😁

Nyo mari angin,1st time acu try buat gotu..(kek tapok sulaiman bokalih😂)toksey wak lagi,jange mintok ambo buat dehh,toksoh ngoda semace..toksey doh😂

TaNiA~

 Today during gate duty, there was a fat cat was asleep under the kids's slide.

Me : Look, there's a cat!

Others : Waaaaaaaa

Tania : Rumah Tania pun ada kucing.

Me : Owh, really?Apa nama kucing Tania?

Tania : Tom Yum

Me : Knp letak nama Tom Yum?

Tania : Sbb dia suka curi Tom Yum mummy

Me : ☺️Apa warna dia?

Tania : Color pink and blue

Me : 😓😓😓😓😓😓

Others : Kucing awk cacat ke?

Tania : Tak laa, daddy tertumpah cat atas dia

NeW BeGiNNinGs~

 Phew, it's such a relief.. finally.. I'm out from restrictions😂but it's doesn't matter, I won't stop talking about Palestine.. blocked, removed and restricted me as much as you want and i won't give it a damn at all😁

So basically I'm back to teach in a new school,new environment,new ambiance,new students and everything was new especially this is my first time went to Islamic school and this school provides preschool to secondary school ❤️ Majority of  their parents was a teacher.

Cikgu Zarina


I had so much fun with the kids. Some will address me as Cikgu Zurina, Cikgu Zurin, Cikgu Hani, Cikgu Kakak😂and I'm dying when they call me Ustazah🤭🤭

Me : Bukan Cikgu Hani laaa
Ahmad Rizqy : Hani laaa,sebab cikgu manis macam madu🤭
Ameena : Cikgu atek (cantik) laaa
Me : Thank you 🤗
Zahra Sumaiyah : Cikgu akai baju laye ke?(cikgu pakai baju raya ke)
Me : Tak laaa,ni baju biasa
Rania Adeeba : Kenapa kakak pakai baju cantik hari-hari?
Me : Cikgu kan kena pakai cantik2 🤭
Me : Kenapa wangi sangat harini?
Naira Thaqeefah : Naira nak wangi macam cikgu laaa

In this school too many Uwaises,Rizqys,Sumaiyahs,Adams,Ameenas and Ammars😂I went to school same as my nephew went and he will of course will address me as Aunt

Uwais Rizqy : Tala,Uwais nak ni
Yusuf Sibawaih : Panggil cikgu laaa bukan Tala
Me: 😂😂😂

Following the trends,all the students will have a long name..3-4 patah perkataan,jenuh laaa cikgu nak type nama awak2😂

I feel attacked when one of the girl said to me🙃

Aisyah Humairah : Kenapa cikgu tak pakai handsock?
Me: Oh,belum beli lagi
Aisyah Humairah: Cikgu pakai dah cantik,pakai stoking,tudung pun tak kecik (singkat)lagi elok kalau cikgu pakai handsock..nanti cikgu boleh terus solat,dah tak payah pakai telekung
Me : Okay,balik nanti cikgu beli🤗

I'm so touched when the kids said THANK YOU to me,it's such a great honor for me 🤧 eg: terima kasih cikgu ajar saya amik wudhu,terima kasih cikgu ajar saya English, terima kasih cikgu ajar saya Mathematics,terima kasih cikgu ajar saya solat Dhuha..hmmm nak nagis je rasaaaa☹️maybe giving my character i don't need present,praises or whatever it is,it's enough if you appreciated my efforts.

I had one funny moments to share
Daddy XXXXX: Ni ke cikgu Zarina?
Me : Ye saya,daddy XXXXX ye?
Daddy XXXXX : Ye cikgu,maaflah pasal hal semalam
Me : Oh,it's okay🤗

You guys know what happened?in school XXXXX said to me 
XXXXX : Cikgu, kawen lah dgn daddy saya
Me : Kenapa?
XXXXX : Saya nak cikgu ikut saya balik
Me : Eh.. mana boleh, nak jumpa cikgu kat sekolah je
 I thought it's stopped there but I'm wrong, he asked his dad to marry me when his dad fetched him😂I'm dying 😂😂😂and the funny part was his dad already married and he had a new mom😂