Monday, 26 June 2023

ZuLhiJaH '23~

Good luck kids🥰








Usually I'm a judge for fashion show,colouring contest,singing,dancing and spelling for kids and preschool but this time it's definitely will be a different field for me🥳















Alhamdulillah.. today is my 8th days of Zulhijah's fasting ..one more day to go❤️year of 2020 and 2022 i couldn't completed 9 days just able to do Tarwiyah and Arafah's fasting due to ABC 🤭. Hopefully I'll meet Zulhijah every year before i have my long rest❤️Salam Aidiladha guys 😊






 

Marking scheme 👍

Friday, 16 June 2023

VeRsiOn~

Congrats my god brother❤️ thanks for your invitation tho.Finally he met his soulmate🥰I knew this  humble guy since 2010 when he still study in Al-Azhar, Cairo and alhamdulillah now he is a Islamic Study's lecturer in university.Selamat ya Dek Kiyai😇

 This version of me wasn’t built overnight.

This is experience.

This is pain.

This is insecurities.

This is abuse.

This is depression.

I had to go through things to get to the level I am at now.


Some people said i have attitude.

But that is not attitude.

That is me putting standards & boundaries.

I’m making sure I’m not accepting anything less than I deserve. 😘


I’m kinda glad when some people said I’m difficult to deal with and understand,

because then i know when someone sticks around, they truly f*cking want to.


Yup!

i make mistakes, out of control and at times hard to handle,

But if you can’t handle me at my worst,

then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.

😘


I got you!

CapT Ri~

Slowly but surely

 I coloured my hair and have a short cut every year to feel like “it’s a new me”.

I’d been  hurt  once, but i came back stronger after i forgave and moving on

I always choose the best for myself.

I rarely regret my decision.

I work hard for the future.

And I always get the results i wanted.

I just need to focus.

My aim? My dreams?

All on track! 😁


Just that one thing,

I have never been lucky in relationship.

Cause maybe i always have problem with wanting something/ someone unattainable.

I’m not the type of women who will easily fall in love just because of money.

If i do, it’ll be so easy peasyyy lemon squishy. 😂

And I’m not the type of women who will easily fall in love just because of looks.

Else, i will have more than 10 relationships at one time. 🤣

But it takes chemistry & feelings too.

I need real feelings.

Not faking “love” and a fuck boy!

And another problem,

the benchmark keep getting higher as I'm getting older😂


I can’t say i don’t need love,

Because i realized one thing,

Love can make you happy & grow stronger!


Well yeah, let’s just start over.

I’m back with a clearer vision.

No one can break me, cause I am unbreakable.

And let’s just focus on ourselves first.

Hahaha!

Girls, i know some of you are facing same shits as me.

But trust me, you are so beautiful & strong.

You can do it on your own.

Don’t be sad! Keep shining.


P/S: Captain Ri, please look for me🤭

Cause i can’t go to North Korea 🤣


He made you fall for him, and he wasn’t there to catch you......


Nevermind, an angel can fly... 😉