IdC~

 Whoever been triggered by my post, you're welcome to unfollow, unfriend or blocked me for GOOD cz you know what? I don't give it a damn!I don't give a fuck and I don't bothered! ever😂

FrEe PaLeStiNe~

 "Jika tidak Kau  perkenankan doa-doaku sebagai PENDOSA,Kau perkenankanlah doa saudara-saudaraku yang SOLEH "I never afraid  loosing my income and everything i treasure the most,I'm more afraid if I'm loosing my faith as Muslims and human❤️ You do you,I do mine.You done,i did continuing till the end❤️When other countries denied all of you ,you are begging to the Palestinians to accept and allowed you to stay in their land.What you do next?You never believed in GOD,you killed every worshipers who worshiped GOD,even you never spare for Christians lives! Damn you! Then you claimed the land was a promissed by a GOD?You never believed in GOD existence but you claim a promissed land by GOD?😂It's not a God,it's a DEMON whispers.Shame on you being a cursed lives by others!Forever a looser and a head of t3rr0ri$t ever!

https://youtu.be/dlfhoU66s4Y?si=A2UV5dOPcWhA5V1T

WhAdDaP?

 How is it goin'? Still stalking me? I'm pretty much busy in my other blog about mass g3n0c!de that been happened for the many decades. "You don't have to be a Muslim to be a human "as been told by my non Muslim followers❤️My social media been restricted due to this issue😂how funny it is? Because the plight coming through to the moment of truth.. I guess? Everything are already states in Quran for a thousands years and it's just ran by its own (not played as scripted) 😈Senungguhnya janji Allah itu adalah benar❤️ I have my own responsibility to spread this awareness as represents my j! had.I never condemn my fellow non Muslims friends, I just condemn those who taking sides to the real t3rror!st! Usually you been heard the t3rr0r!st wore turban, with a long beard isn't? But actually they wore a tuxedo,blazer and ran the government while b3tray3rs wore a white robe and loves dancing and partying so much😂

AbUnDaNcE~

My phone was in silent mode since before

 

Why you chose to blocked on Valentine's Day? 

Is it worth for the hurts?

Me and twin advanced birthday cake even our birthday is on 8th😂thanks for the cake❤️❤️ but I don't eat it since I'm not in a pink of my health😷let others enjoy the cake on my behalf❤️

We did.Anyways congrats to my beloved niece dpt masuk SK Kubang Krian 3 same as her eldest brother  nnt Tala dtg sekolah Ecah🥰

MuSa KaMaL~

 

https://youtu.be/LRwE4jZmBy0?si=UpZUig_boTrDZJtD

https://youtu.be/SlPhMPnQ58k?si=fEQ6rdy-P1ioLvSB

Musa Kamal (110923-170923)

Meet my late little furbrother (Musa Kamal).He was born and abandoned by his mom on 11th Sept 2023.As I expected..he only survived about a week with the milk I bought from the vet.I bought a can of milk for kitten,pet sheets,bottles and heat pad.I fed him every 2 hours.Why I named him Musa?it's bcz I'm a big fans of Mizz Nina🥰❤️🤭and I took after her baby's name to my little furbrother 😊I kept on looking of Musa's birth date and I try to recalled many times.Since I'm contracted with Covid before for 3 times in a row,somehow it's really effects my memory.I forgot a lots of things easily..that's why i try to recall cz 119 seems used to be important date but idk on what occasion besides the Sept 11 tragedy😓After Musa died i only realized that was my ex's birthday 😂Happy Belated Birthday ex🥳!and i realized too their name are similar 😂Ya Allah.. I never plan about that at all 😅and that was just a coincidence.May i can meet my furbrother in heaven when I meet my maker❤️RIP Musa..tunggu kakak ya🥰 Thanks a lot for those really concerned about my dad especially QADBB, really appreciated you guys and now I'm the one who down with hi grade fever, flu,bronchial asthma,sore throat,loosing my voice and bad cough.Hmm,thanks to Covid cz you made my lungs never get better😏

AsYuRa '23

 This year aku puasa kelmarin dgn smlm since aku tak biasa puasa Jumaat tunggal je. Btw, this time aku nak tulis dlm BM.. alaaah sekali sekala apa salahnya kan?? Blog aku 🤭🤭🤭.Utk sahur 2 hari ni aku mkn Greek yogurt dgn granola jee. Hari Khamis utk buka puasa aku mkn Greek yogurt, granola dgn Milo. Aku dh 2 bulan mkn Greek yogurt ni... aku mkn bukan utk kurus yeeee, aku mkn cz usus aku infection semula.Usus aku dh mula jadi infection masa around September 2019 yg time aku diagnosed with MDD (aku akan eleborate more in my next blog🥰) Utk smlm pulak abah dh pesan " adik takyah masak harini.. abah belanja mama dgn adik".

BTW (ehhh English pulak 😂) aku masak je everyday even aku tak makan sangat..bukan aku taknk makan..tapi TAK BOLEH MAKAN sbb tu la doctor suruh aku amik Greek yogurt.Kau jgn benak sgt..amik kat sini maksudnya makan,bukan amik jeee😂

Nak dijadikan cerita mlm smlm aku dah plan dgn mama nak buka mkn ayam KFC ,dh excited ni nak bilang abah yg kitaorg nak mkn kat KFC..laaah tiba2 abah kata "nnt oder je dgn kak Yati"btw kak Yati tu jiran aku😂 laaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh again??????????? almost every night aku beli utk mama then aku jamah sikit so aku rasa dh muak laaa.But apa2 pun aku ckp TQ kat abah sebab belanja.Abah kata sbb abah tak puasa,abah nk belanja la aku utk buka puasa sbb nak pahala bulan Muharram ni.So guys,kalau korg rasa nk belanja aku..aku terima jeee..masuk kat aku punya T&G okey??😂🤭

Abah aku punya gigih semalam dia sibuk kira berapa hari aku puasa dlm setahun and actually BFF non Muslims aku pun aware😂dia kata aku lebih byk puasa dari makan.Then aku bilang laaa,aku puasa dari aku sekolah MENENGAH lagi..bukan sekarang.Abah mentioned smlm kalau tak silap total aku puasa dlm setahun termasuk yg wajib (Ramadhan) was 186 hari..itu tak termasuk puasa bulan Zulhijjah cz sometimes aku boleh puasa full 9 hari,kdg2 tak boleh puasa. Wow..byknya...asyumpah lah???????setahun kita ada 365/364 hari...kalau gitu maksudnya almost half jugak la kan??Bukan aku nk riak but nikmat Dia yg mana satu lagi aku nak dustakan????😓

MaAL HiJrAH '23~

 New year,new month,new days,new beginning and new me?Nah,I'm still the same🌎

Hijaiya in sign language, hopefully it would help you guys🥰I'm still learning ASL though

I'm not OCD nor perfectionist but I'm particular when comes to hygiene and cleanliness.No matter I'm staying with family or stay alone and away from family my room,my unit is my rule!I'll keep it clean and tidy same as i check in.Theres a moment when I invited  my makeup artist and  the whole crew came to my unit to do the photoshoot since my junior studio apartment suites quite spacious plus we can't shoot outdoor since rain like cats and dogs😂they are wondering whether I slept on the floor or the housekeeping already clean up my unit cz they said my unit was super clean,neat and tidy😂That's me,i can't stand the mess cz its irk to the core

Noted🥰✅

060723 EvEnt~

Thanks❤️

 

Yeay, finally i got a chance to wear my baju raya (kurung batik- since yesterday was a formal government event ❤️) as I mentioned before..I  bought it  since few months before Ramadhan.Well,such a cute table cloth isn't?🥰

From left Cik Siti🙈,Puan Hani and Puan Suzy.We representative from government and private schools 🥰 I'm wondering why a lots of people address me as Cikgu Siti Nordiana😂😂I'm Cikgu Siti Zarina tho🤭Nana was way too pretty than me and why nobody address my twin sister as Siti Nordiana too??😂some of them said we both had a similar face with Jue Aziz,Emma Maembong (this is totally crap😂we had a mixed blood of Arabs,not Europe 😂) Amy Mastura and Scha Al Yahya.I guess they needs ophthalmologist to examine their eyes😂😂 anyways I'm grateful to Allah for giving me this "celebrities looks 😂🥰" 

Win some lose some,anyways congrats kiddos for your efforts ❤️❤️even some of them back out due to nervous, done half way (couldn't memories the texts) and some mixed the contents😂as they presents,i checked all the contents words by words without missed any single letter.I record their presentation by phone and re-play it when comes to the final marking😊

AiDiLaDhA '23~

 

Indahnya beraya di desa..ini rumah makcik aku kat Klate.Kat Pantai Timur Aidiladha more merrier rather than another states.

I  had a similar experienced before..what i did..i just walk away with pride without beg or plead him to stay or remind him what sacrifices i had done for him.To me personally.. walking away is the best option even I'm hurts and I tell everything to HIM  instead of in my social media.Thats how I respect myself and him.Its a trend now a lots of broken souls chose to portrayed their disappointment towards their partner in social media... at least jgn la tulis panjang2, aku tak habis baca dah tukar next slide..ehhhh sabo laaa aku blm habis baca lagiiiii🥵

3rd raya,aku sempat buat sup tulang je in a large pot but as you can see from the pic above,itu kejadian lepas half day (sdp sgt la tu kan??😜)adik aku yg tak mkn sup daging ke sup tulang ke bertambah dia makan...punya malas eh diaorg nak cuci😂 transfer into a small pot or something..nak kena tunggu tgn aku jugaaaak yg settle semua😏This year family aku tumbang 2 ekor lembu gemok.Smlm the most hectic rebus merebus daging,tulang and so on.But maybe aku sama mcm abah tak boleh mkn daging lembu yg baru..aku makan terus rasa luga..pastu 🤢🤮padahal takde bau apa semua and empuk giler aku rebus sampai tulang lepas dari isi but tu laaa,maybe tak boleh mkn daging baru....masak boleh..makan tak boleh,nay nay🤢

ZuLhiJaH '23~

Good luck kids🥰

Usually I'm a judge for fashion show,colouring contest,singing,dancing and spelling for kids and preschool but this time it's definitely will be a different field for me🥳

Alhamdulillah.. today is my 8th days of Zulhijah's fasting ..one more day to go❤️year of 2020 and 2022 i couldn't completed 9 days just able to do Tarwiyah and Arafah's fasting due to ABC 🤭. Hopefully I'll meet Zulhijah every year before i have my long rest❤️Salam Aidiladha guys 😊

 

Marking scheme 👍

VeRsiOn~

Congrats my god brother❤️ thanks for your invitation tho.Finally he met his soulmate🥰I knew this  humble guy since 2010 when he still study in Al-Azhar, Cairo and alhamdulillah now he is a Islamic Study's lecturer in university.Selamat ya Dek Kiyai😇

 This version of me wasn’t built overnight.

This is experience.

This is pain.

This is insecurities.

This is abuse.

This is depression.

I had to go through things to get to the level I am at now.

Some people said i have attitude.

But that is not attitude.

That is me putting standards & boundaries.

I’m making sure I’m not accepting anything less than I deserve. 😘

I’m kinda glad when some people said I’m difficult to deal with and understand,

because then i know when someone sticks around, they truly f*cking want to.

Yup!

i make mistakes, out of control and at times hard to handle,

But if you can’t handle me at my worst,

then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.

😘

I got you!

CapT Ri~

Slowly but surely

 I coloured my hair and have a short cut every year to feel like “it’s a new me”.

I’d been  hurt  once, but i came back stronger after i forgave and moving on

I always choose the best for myself.

I rarely regret my decision.

I work hard for the future.

And I always get the results i wanted.

I just need to focus.

My aim? My dreams?

All on track! 😁

Just that one thing,

I have never been lucky in relationship.

Cause maybe i always have problem with wanting something/ someone unattainable.

I’m not the type of women who will easily fall in love just because of money.

If i do, it’ll be so easy peasyyy lemon squishy. 😂

And I’m not the type of women who will easily fall in love just because of looks.

Else, i will have more than 10 relationships at one time. 🤣

But it takes chemistry & feelings too.

I need real feelings.

Not faking “love” and a fuck boy!

And another problem,

the benchmark keep getting higher as I'm getting older😂

I can’t say i don’t need love,

Because i realized one thing,

Love can make you happy & grow stronger!

Well yeah, let’s just start over.

I’m back with a clearer vision.

No one can break me, cause I am unbreakable.

And let’s just focus on ourselves first.

Hahaha!

Girls, i know some of you are facing same shits as me.

But trust me, you are so beautiful & strong.

You can do it on your own.

Don’t be sad! Keep shining.

P/S: Captain Ri, please look for me🤭

Cause i can’t go to North Korea 🤣

He made you fall for him, and he wasn’t there to catch you......

Nevermind, an angel can fly... 😉

ReMinDeR~

 Hi guys, aku nak pesan sikit for those yg consume jamu mcm aku.. since skrg wx pun tgh panas giler... bak org JB kata scorching hot (ahh tiberrrr😂)aku suggest korg dah boleh either hold or stop consume jamu cz once korg mkn jamu mmg auto badan korg panas.Bukan apa just taknk rule out rashes and pitam jeee. Mcm aku sendiri  bila ada season yg wx jadi way too hot and dry..aku tak stop but aku kurangkn halia and akar2 kayu yg boleh lead to body heat. If korg still nk consume jugak... aku suggest korg just blend kunyit, asam jawa and one cup of cold water..that's enough.. Jgn ckp aku tak payung eh. Aku dah consume jamu since i was 15 yrs old till now and aku dah master dah bab2 ni. So aku boleh lah share dgn korg.

Satu lagiiiiiii,jamu tak membantu kau utk kurus cz actually dia buat kau montok je😂like tak gemok, tak kurus... And jamu tak membantu kau jadi cantik ye.. tu semua depends pada genetics kau. But jamu boleh enhanced kau punya blood circulation, tegangkan and firmkan apa yg patut 😂,kawal selera mkn kau (but klu kau mkn jamu  beras kencur tu akan meningkatkn nafsu mkn kau).Other than sedikit sebyk dpt bantu kau utk ada kulit yg cantik, bersih and awet muda plus keep you in shape.

Aku bukan mkn jamu sekali sehari ye kawan2,aku ada my own timing like 2 kali sehari and I'm stick with that routine.For those yg lps bersalin baru nak try mkn jamu .aku tak sure wether it's help or not,but korg boleh cuba laaa.Mostly jamu aku blend sendiri or kalau mls sgt aku beli or aku minum kat kedai jamu (jamu kocok) but korg kena beware..sometimes yg non Muslim..dia akan letak arak putih, so kena tengok and alert la okay😊

N&F~

When your  BFF  literally was not in a good mood hmm ☹️what we can do is just to be their good listener.Sometimes we can be a very crazy gossip cousins but at certain point we need to be serious.We doesn't know what they are going through.I really hope everything gonna be smoothly for you and Farah.I really care so much for both of you ❤️❤️ Hopefully you both were made for each other and will live happily ever after🥰We are from JHB side are all set❤️🥰

Yeah it's JHB😊It's my homeland and your beloved Farah's homeland too😈😈😈elehhh ngade ah kau😈

 

KCH '23~

 

Suasana pagi sekitar Program Khas Sambutan Minggu Perpaduan  2023,Waterfront Kuching🥰nice weather tho❤️

MaMa CaRRiEs~

My another fav cookies❤️

I completed my "puasa 6" so, anyone still had Mama Carries at home?Let me know😐I will definitely come to your house.I'd been searching hi and low for Mama Carries a week before raya till now.Its still not available 😓

 

LoVe LeTteR~

 

Love letter from blogger team😂

I get the warning sign due to the title itself and it's categorized under adult content 😂WTF?I never include any adult content or anything that restricted in blogging. Pah ni gak keno kecek klate pulok doh la aku weiii, mapuh kerah la hok2 saim overseas nok baco blog aku pahni😂

HeARt~

 I will never regret loving the wrong person too long. I won’t regret being stupid for him Maybe he needed my love at that time. Allah might’ve just sent me to him to show him what unconditional love & loyalty is. Some people ain’t ever had that and even though they couldn’t love me the correct way, he’ll know how to love someone else when the time is right. Life is all about taking L’s and bouncing back and learning lessons from them. 

Don’t let people write you off or call you stupid for having a good heart. IT’S LIFE. It happens to the best of us... 

Let it make you better... don’t let it make you bitter😉All you have to know... Kifarah is real, what damages you did to someone will hits you back future more when you never had the forgiveness from the person you hurts the most.  

MuAr~

I made spicy minced beef + potatoes curry,roti puri and roti paratha..yeah even it's a bit burnt😂 but the curry tastes  HEAVEN😚🥰

Few days ago went to Muar, attended my nephew's wedding.The journey to Kampung Tengah from my house supposedly takes about 1 hr 47 mins eventually became 5 hours due to heavy traffic😱while the journey from Muar to Johore Bahru takes another 4 hours🤢wah nabeeh😓 actually it's sibei jialat when we travel during festive occasions,no matter what festivals are they😅

 

CaTcH uP~

 

Since i just came back from laundry,yeah i replied in that way,he didn't asked where I'm originally from🤪btw that was not a flirt text mind you.Its my habit to response politely the text i get from those users that i approved their request when he or she greets me (actually us since i share my Facebook with my twin sister🤪)I won't simply send and approved friend request cz sometimes they are just solely a stalker thus i gave a full consideration before approved them.It's a crime to stalk another users, have you heard that? And i WON'T ENTERTAINED CHEAP AND DIRTY TALK including request for video call and selfie pic mind you!Get your ass OUT and SCRAM!


 

Not my baju raya,it's just a simple blacks long dress from Sabella with a black pleated shawl (ironless😂)Just put on,black eyeliner on my waterlines, Nivea's lip balm, moisturizer+sunscreen  (I'd been using Hada Labo products-facial wash,toner,sunscreen and moisturizer since 2020 and suits me well,tell you what?? Vita Serum was the best❤️)finished with a Carry Junior baby powder and setting spray. And gonna left out a pink eyeshadow.Since i was given less than 10 mins to get ready to catch up with my BFF ,so this is my final look (tiberr auto SallyWho🤭)We had lunch at Marrybrown accompanied by my mom and brother.After sent my mom home,we hunt for biskut raya,since i was craving for Mama Carries but nowhere found.Whose house have Mama Carries kau saba jap,aku datang rumah kau!!

EiD '23~

 Nothing much to update about it since I'm just hibernate at home since 1st Syawal till today.I  haven't wear my baju raya yet as I'm wearing the most comfy baju ever🤭which is.... baju kelawar or knee length blouse everyday😁

The visitors comes and go especially the kids and i was thinking most of them just after the duit raya.Some of them very honest when i asked "nak datang beraya rumah atok Kamal ke nak duit raya je?" they said "kami nak duit raya je kak" with their innocent looks🥰They just stood outside my door and i gave them duit raya with a packet drinks (at least they won't get thirsty on their journey hunting for duit raya😁)Most of the kids were my dad's students cz abah was their "guru mengaji" 

Till then Minal Aidil Wal Faizin,Maaf Zahir & Batin.Happy fasting for those who started to doing Puasa 6.Hmm maybe I'll just have my favorite kuih batang buruk for buka puasa .Well idk why lately I'm often dreamt about my ex.. wondering why he kept on appeared in my dreams and kept on say SORRY which is in real life he NEVER said that.That happened when his dad sent his friend request on Facebook and i approved it a week later since i don't have any issue with his parents  even i heard before from "her"..his parents "taruk me kaw2" back then after they found out my relationship with their son. In the hindsight..i accept that since it's "solely my fault" and from that moment I no longer had any relationship with their son.

I hereby  still wanna wished to them SELAMAT HARI RAYA mama and abah,MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN..and take care of yourselves😊

P/S : Pray to Allah in order for us to istiqomah covering our aurat, renew our Iman,improving our tajwid and hopefully there's nothing can defeat our determination to protect our aurat.Recently a lots of female celebrities takes off their hijab for the sake of duniawi☹️May Allah will lead their way before it's too late because Judgement Day or End Of The World getting close to us........be alert guys....

LaiLaTuL QaDaR~

 I will never regret loving the wrong person too long. I won’t regret being stupid for them. Maybe they needed my love at that time. Allah might’ve just sent me to them to show them what unconditional love & loyalty is. Some people ain’t ever had that and even though they couldn’t love me the correct way, they’ll know how to love someone else when the time is right. Life is all about taking L’s and bouncing back and learning lessons from them. 

Don’t let people write you off or call you stupid for having a good heart. IT’S LIFE. It happens to the best of us... 

Let it make you better... don’t let it make you bitter❤️

P/S : How's your lailatul qadar hunting?it's seems over right?🥰the most tranquil night I ever experienced ,different feelings and emotion, alhamdulillah if that was true🥰❤️but just proceed our ibadah to the maximum level since Ramadhan gonna leave us very soon☹️May there will be another Ramadhan for us next year and counting❤️ Wal ilal liqo' Ya Ramadhan, Ma'asalammah❤️

🌜~

 

Splendid 🥰

This pic was taken when i was outside while waiting for Isya' and terawikh😊 Subahanallah... cantik kan?

RaMaDhAn '23~

 Ahlah wa sahlan Ya Ramadhan😍

"Bahagia itu bukan di lihat atau di ukur dari apa yang mereka ada,tapi bahagia itu di lihat dan di ukur melalui apa yang kita miliki😊Itu cara aku menikmati bahagia🥰"Mudah kan? 😇

Utk raya kali ni aku beli baju awal2 cz aku tak suka nak bersesak2 dgn crowd plus aku kena protect lungs aku. Masa aku beli haritu aku still sihat,lps aku tak sihat, aku found out baju2 kurung yg aku beli semua jadi double size dari aku😅cz aku drastically lost weight in that period,sblm ni pun kurus..but now laaaaaagi kurus 😂Baju kurung tahun ni sepasang songket purple, sepasang kurung batik purple dgn sepasang kurung batik dusty pink. Baju2 tu aku beli kat boutique since bila aku beli baju kurung online,even aku order size M,it's still big for me. Hopefully boleh gemuk sikit laa few weeks ni..cantik sikit bila berisi nanti pakai baju raya😂

 

Ramadhan Kareem 2023

-ZK-