UnLiKe~

 "Oder grab? Kedai mana ni?? Sedap lah" 

That's the weird reaction i get from people surrounding me🤭It's just because i improve a lot in my cooking and culinary skills🤣 Previously I'm not pro in cooking at all cz masak maggi pun tak sedap🥱

At first yeah quite messy and I'll practice the same recipe repeatedly till i get the actual taste, so takde lah masak asam pedas rasa tomyam kan??? 🤭I'll definitely cook for my family when i'm with them.Staying alone made u felt bored to cook in a large portion, so.. more is merrier 😘

I enjoyed more in making dessert but i have to admit earlier😜 I'm still green in baking cz i wanna master in every single dessert that needs to be steamed😉 slowly but surely 🥰 Dessert and snacks that i already made as below and some i forgotten in Malay but i know in Thai 🙈

Kuih lapis ✓

Pudding caramel ✓

Bread pudding with custard ✓

Nagasari ✓

Abok-abok (my mom's favorite) ✓

Apam ✓

Apam balik ✓

Lepat pisang ✓

Afar-agar gudil ✓

Taufufah/tauhuwey ✓

Lepat jagung ✓

Kuih koci ✓

Badak berendam ✓

Seri muka ✓

Spicy crispy popiah sira✓

Kek batik ✓

Bubur candil ✓

Pancake ✓

Kek gula hangus ✓

Variety type of cucur✓

Cucur udang+kuah kacang (my fav)✓

Vadaai ✓

Kasuwi ✓

Doughnut ✓

Ketayap ✓

Apam jawa ✓

Janet cake (u know what is this?😜)✓

Puteri mandi ✓

Hmm what else....🤔

I know for those who pro in cooking,it's just a piece of cake for you guys,but for me it's such a great achievement for myself cz finally i did it without refer to the recipe book😘😜Orang kata boleh la buat raso-raso when I'm away from family 🥰

BTW,enjoy your holidays and may you have a blessed and blast X-mas QADBB🥰

PM ~

 

One with Muhammad✅during PRN for Johore's state on March 2022

I saw a lot of this kind of ads on social media and i saw a lot of morons too replied with "PM ME".Excuse me?????😒First thing first,if you think you're interested to know more details about your potential employer and what products or vacancies they has to offer YOU'RE THE ONE WHO SHOULD PM THEM!NOT JUST LYING YOUR ASS AND WAITING FOR THEM TO REACHED YOU OUT!This is we call as a BASIC RULES!

Little throwback during GE15 last month.Still remain in Saluran 5 since March with the same favorite teammates and again yeah I'm the only flower in the group.I put on the face mask just for 2 hours since we are no longer compulsory to put on the facemask,and as the results I'm down with Covid for a 3rd time in a row 🥱

BiTcH~

 Hey bitch.. you try to hacked my Instagram?? 😈

AnAk SyUrGa~

 My deep condolences to Ima, Capt Idzwan and entire family. I'm sorry for your lost☹️Baby can't be united with you guys now but your  baby already waiting for you guys in Jannah. This situation gave me a bitter  flash back upon a losing of my stillborn nephew.My twin sister chose to delivered her baby in HSI,JB when she's 8 month pregnant due to the baby already passed away in her womb few weeks before when she's taking her afternoon nap.She had a feeling that her baby no longer "there" cz she doesn't feel any movement from him anymore.When he "arrived" in silence and quiet,my brother in law asked the nurses "is there any possibility my baby will awake?☹️💔He knew he lost the baby but he still denied😭And  I'm the one who carried his cold body covered with kain batik from hospital to home cz my brother in law and twin sister breaking into a prices and don't dare to carry the baby.I put him on my lap and what i feel is just a cold sensation from him.My dad and my brothers done all the procedure at home and my stillborn nephew were buried in cemetery nearb our house.I can sense the silent pain from my sister and she felt regret cz she's not spent her last moment with her stillborn child well even until now,when she talked about her stillborn baby..she will cry..Wait for us beautiful baby,we can't be together in this word but Allah already grant a Jannah for you over there .Alfatihah to my stillborn nephew Muhammad Sufi Aqashah.....

GeRd~

 ‼️Sila baca satu persatu ‼️😊

Makanan yang wajib tinggal selama 6-8weeks :

❌Susu lembu/kambing

❌Pedas (lada dan lain2)

❌Fast food

❌kopi/tea/nes dan semua 3 in 1

❌Milo/oat/nestum

❌Tepung gandum (Gluten)

❌Semua jenis kek dan kuih yang berasaskan tepung

❌Gula putih

❌Roti (Semua jenis roti)

❌ sos cili/tomato/kicap/makanan dalam tin

❌Air Gas/Air kotak

❌Jeruk/asam

❌Jajan

Makanan yang boleh di makan:

Ikan -

✅ Ikan selar 

✅ Kerisi

✅ Jenahak

✅ Tenggiri

✅Merah

✅Senagin

✅ Ikan yu

Ayam :

✅Ayam organic

✅ Ayam kampung

Daging Lembu

✅sedikit sahaja dan cincang halus

Sayur :

✅ Sawi hijau

✅ Pak choy

✅ Kailan

✅ Carrot

✅Brokoli ( Ada org x boleh)

✅ Daun sup

✅ Batang celery

✅ Daun bawang

✅ Daun kucai

Buah-Buahan :

✅Epal merah dari negara selain china

✅ Buah pear

✅ Buah lai

✅ Beetroots

( disarankan rendam dengan garam sebentar dan buang kulit bila makan)

✅Dragon Fruit (Jika boleh)

Telur :

✅Telur organic

✅Telur ayam kampung

(Certain org akan kembung bila makan putih telur. cuba dlu jika ok teruskan)

Senaman :

✅Apa2 senaman ringan di rumah

✅ Morning walk

Tumisan :

✅ Bawang putih

✅ Bawang merah

✅ Bawang Besar

✅ Halia

✅ Kunyit

✅ 3 Sekawan ( ada yang tidak serasi)

✅ Garam

✅Daun limau purut

✅Asam keping (Jangan byk)

Air :

✅ Air kosong - Sejuk/panas/suam

✅ Tea roibos

✅ Tea organic Garden Andes (Chamomile )

* Boleh ganti gula stevia ( Jika tidak rasa kembung)

Kunyah2 :

✅ Badam panggang

✅ Kacang macadamia

Supplement

✅Redox Ultra (Mengikut displin yang ketat

Penjagaan emosi -

✅ Tidur awal pukul 10 malam

✅ Kurangkan stress

Waktu makan :

✅  8- 9 pagi

✅ 12-1 tgh hari

✅ 6-7 ptg

Disclaimer :

Saya tidak bertanggungjawab di atas apa2 yang berlaku..Pengalaman ini saya share hanya untuk membantu sesiapa yang ada GERF untuk sembuh 90% seperti saya..

Cara pemakanan ini hanya untuk perkongsian dan tiada paksaan..

Sesiapa yang masih on treatment , perlulah mengikut arahan doktor.

P/S : Those above i shared,not my own writing.That list i get from one of the patient.Hmm maybe I can try this out👍

TiPs~

 Hereby ada a few examples yang you guys boleh take notes being a talent while doing a photoshoot.As a jury, i do hope teguran ni korang boleh tengok dari sisi yang positive.Apa2 pun thumbs up for your efforts and berani nak mencuba🥰❤️

Talent DIHARAMKAN utk memakai inai di jari,kalau teringin sangat nak merahkan kuku,boleh guna sticker atau cutex.Beware in your mind,you are not the bride but i like the way you look to the side

Kasut anda supposedly a  pointed heels (at least 3 inci) in black,beige,grey or khaki sahaja and BERTUTUP,bukanya pakai wedges sayaaaaaaaang

I love her efforts and she looks so sweet but kasut dia ermmmm spoiled everything

Talent DIHARAMKAN untuk memakai cincin di mana2 jari and satu kesalahan dia lagi is about her lipstick.I can't see the shades even it's was nude colour or what but i like her melancholy face expression

I can't feel the vibes ermmm as i said NO FLAT SHOES!Any jenis selipar adalah A BIG NO.She looks stiff especially her hands and shoulder.Her make-up doesn't suites her looks and maybe she can do something about her hair,perm or bun will be better

She's brave to express but position tangan salah ya sayang and kalau boleh please avoid baju yang warna2 mcm ni cz it's doesn't looks nice if your sweat caught in camera that found in your pelipat especially armpit and neck

Wow,green is everywhere🥰she had a great courage to try but pose tu doesn't suites with her cz obviously nampak her bubies more bigger.Pakaian traditional mcm ni tak sesuai untuk di gayakan dengan jam tangan.Kalau boleh labuhkan tudung,tukar pose yang lebih sopan dan sesuai and let go your smile.Tak kira lah gigi kau kopak kapek ke apa,at least you are confident with your smile.Gigi i pun tak rata,I'm okay je🥰

Ini adalah sangat2 BIG NO❌ cz pose ini hanya sesuai utk lelaki😒busana puteri Perak ni memang berseluar but position tangan dan kaki anda salah ya kakak




Remember,you doesn't have to have a fair skin and skinny to be a talent or model cz all of us are beauty in our own way🥰❤️

TaLeNt AnD MoDeL~

 My new post for today I'll mixed in both languages ya since ramai yg email request tulis in BM, okay i got it but i mixed ya😜Kali ni sis nak bagi few tips for those yang teringin nak jadi model. My strong advice, jadikan model as your part time job and as a hobby but don't  rely too much  on modelling as your main income cz you will never know expectations dari clients.

Some clients nak model plus size,0 size,Asean looks,Pan Asian,petite,tall,pale, exotic and even shemale,IFKWIM😜bukan i nak downgrade but itulah realiti dunia modelling. I started from scratch, from a talent to a model (runway and photoshoot) semua i dah gone through and Alhamdulillah i tak pernah tersasar selagi you letak agama, maruah and parents di depan and i tak pernah lepas hijab ❤️

I belum retire dari dunia modelling 😉,still taking the jobs if I'm available on the date given and now more focus utk penjurian dari segi  makeup,talent for photoshoot and modelling coordinator.But seriously i dah penat jadi instructor catwalk🤣

Okay fine,apa beza talent and model?Selalu tak kita nampak usually kat Facebook laaa talent,MUA, designer and so on??Ada kan??kan??Meh sini i kupas issue nama2 ni and why diaorg kena mentioned nama2 MUA and designer.

Talent adalah someone yg willingly  memperagakan attire dari certain designer especially for contest like Wedding Fair and so on😉Cantik, handsome..mmg mcm real model kan??But they work without any payments!Yes, without payment..maybe kalau dapat pun like rm100 (itu pun kalau talent tu menang the contest la)Cz itu agreement dari boutique and MUA yg terlibat,it's like "I gave you the fame,you gave us the token" Advantage utk talent yang kena fully sponsored ni,dia just bawak badan,bawak semangat and tadah muka je kena makeup then perform accordingly.

Kalau independent talent yang masuk contest sendiri especially untuk tema traditional, usually akan berhabis duit yang banyak utk cari MUA and sewa baju.And usually talent yang ada cable dgn boutique la paling untung tak perlu bayar MUA or attire cz already been sponsored.But again,kalau menang...the story will be the same,about the fame and token.Usually talent yang kena sponsored ni mereka di wajibkan untuk mentioned and tagged MUA, designer and those yang terlibat di sebalik "kejayaan" dia tu.

*Conclusion from a talent-mereka tidak bernaung di bawah mana2 modelling agency yang berdaftar dan bergerak sendiri/team 

Berlainan pulak dgn model (mcm i🤣),kami ada certificate dlm professional modelling course dari modelling agency yang bertauliah.Course tu about a year cz we learned about makeup,how to makeup,catwalk,pose,diet,posture,face expression and many more.Weekends mmg akan sangat2 busy dgn class and latihan.And our practical was on the runway together with the established models,masa tu stress jugak laaa🤣But after awhile dah get used.Model juga akan di bayar mengikut rates yang telah di tetapkan oleh modelling agency yang model tu bernaung and bayaran kami mengikut jam.

My favorite job was runway🤣instead of photoshoot.Actually sama je penat cz pagi2 dah kena makeup even event tu 4pm (runway) kalau photoshoot lagi penat.Sometimes outdoor,so panas, sweating and so on.Sebab tu kena heavy breakfast in the morning before set off cz based on my experienced before ,i hypo 2 hrs before event mula.Runway,kerja kami just peragakan attire yang kita dapat,jalan atas T stage lebih kurang 11 seconds and rushed to backstage utk changed for the next attire, hijab or whatever in within 3 mins cz dlm masa 2 mins tu kita dah standby utk runway (konon2 dia bagi kita masa 5 mins utk bersiap sedia)Memang macam angin ribut,but setiap dari kami ada stylist yang jaga and i memang prefer perempuan je,separa perempuan pun i taknak cz seboleh2nya i jaga wudhu' and akan solat Zohor before event start.

Runway paid more higher 🤣🤣work in the aircond,"kerja" below 30 secs.But apa yg i belajar as a model,we really jaga about punctuality and discipline.And the reason why i chose to expand my modelling career in KL is because JB quite bias,juries among their BFF,dtg lewat giler or jatuh while catwalk still boleh menang and it's an eye sore for me🤔KL different,it's fair and paid higher than JB🥰Kita bekerja utk cari rezeki kan?bukan nak hanky panky.And as a model time i sgt2 tight and always tied in with events and bila masa i menyundal??IKR those guys were upset isn't?cz they can't get either my pussy or my money😚so pathetic and desperate,so ...please find other pussies that interested with your guys dickies and willing to spread their legs for you guys🤞It's obvious I'M NOT INTERESTED with it even a bit🤏

🤗My two cents🤗

THis CLoSe🤏~

 

Minimalist duplex in progress 🙈I'm thinking how I'm gonna wipe the windows so i guess i need a helper🤣

A bit more🤏and I'm super excited

Still in progress ,can't wait🤗

WiSe DeCiSioN~

 

To be permanent in KUL was my choice 💯


New beginning,new chapter and new soul of mine and i don't mind to walk alone as I'm used to be very independent ☑️

GLaD~

You got it?

 

The scar still remain

Bitch will always get a butthurts

I'm glad Allah didn't grant some of my doa cz i know He had a better plan for me❤️#bilatakdirberkatalain

And some hello gonna destroyed you

I no longer trust that fucking smile

I don't need you to call me everyday.And i HATES if someone asked for my selfie pic or request for videocall and so on.What is it for? All i need JUST A TEXT!

To you guys who wanna know me very well,you can take your time.But for those who had intention to bring this relationship to the next level I'm sorry..I'm not ready yet as I'm still in healing process and i don't wanna hurts anyone.Maybe for some people their healing process just took a few months but i guessed not me.So,my suggestion to you guys..if you have another option..just hop to another girl, give them a chance and don't make me feel bad about it.🤗You guys will always remain as my friends.

SePt HoLiDaY~

Candid pic and luckily it's perfect🤣

KUL-KBR here we go🥰.Have a great holidays 😊

BeYoNd~

A lot of MF doing this stuff🖕

It's good to be true but it's impossible 😜I had a severe menstrual pain since few years back.The worst part  i been through so far was,i  fainted out😰(passed out once in aeon mall,once in school and twice at home🤢)Thats why I'm really depends on Ponstan.I'm wondering will i survive when i delivered my baby in future IF I'M MARRIED? Cz i can't tolerate with my menstrual pain left alone giving birth😰Better i no need to think about that,it's still not in my agenda yet😁

Dabai oh dabai

 

DrEaMt~

 

Once broken it's never gonna be the same again.....


Last night i had an emotional dream.I dreamt about him.The situation took place in a place that i never familiar with.Its looks like hari raya fiest,i saw a variety of foods on the table.I was in the kitchen and I remembered i wore a dusty pink kaftan cz i take a look of my outfit where suddenly i heard a knocked from a  back door and at the same time my mom called me and asked me to go to the living room.I said to her i wanna open the door and let the guest came in first.When i open the door I'm was kind of speechless that "he" was in front of me and said "may i come in?" I didn't said anything but just show him the way to the living room. I can't remember what he wore, maybe it's like a black printed batik or whatsoever, I'm not sure🤣Then i just walk away to get my mom.He was following behind me and he pulled my hand and said "I'm sorry and I'm really sorry..if you know what i'd gone through..it's not easy as you imagine" Walaowey at this point I'm already in tears and pulled my hand away slowly from him 💔😥 it's not because of i saw him in tears but maybe I'm too disappointed that i can't believe his word anymore. Till i woke up I'm still in tears,i felt not comfortable in my throat and uneasy feeling,it's really triggered my anxiety😏 Usually when he "appeared" in my dream,he never utter even a word but "last night"  ironically he did "spoke" to me.The best part is,in the real life he NEVER SAID SORRY TO ME AT ALL😊The conclusion i wanna made here i already interpret my dream and let see what happened next. Just be mentally prepared 😊

PiNk~

 

I'm with my floral pink long dress with a pink theme's makeup😘



What a scorching hot in KBR these few days😰well this pic were taken when I'm in my dad's homeland, others will address this village by "London" 🤣well if you know what i meant😘To those local you supposedly familiar with this place🤪I'm plucking some jering and variety types of pucuk for ulam including one unique herbs for my lungs.Hopefully it's really works for me❤️The traffic began seems crowded due to a lots of people went out for shops since Hari Raya AidilAdha just in couple of days😘How about you?What's is your preparation?

EuPhORiA~

Never get bored to had this everyday but not for the cheese cz I'm super allergic with that🤢the cheese meant for my cat🤪

 

This is not true🤭 because the formula is still the same.Its goes "You+Me = Strangers-Friend x Lover=Strangers "😜

I see you lookin' at my PIC (I know🤣)zoom in (uh-huh😝) zoom out (okay😚)

Safely landed in KBR and AidilAdha is just round the corner.Happy fasting guys 🥰


I'll be on my long break due to my lung disease for recuperation. I'm just wondering how it's feel not going to school for quite some times🤣Slowly but sure I'll get a "Monday blue syndrome" once I'm back to school.



What you plan for AidilAdha?Hmmm idk either🤭

IkR~

100%✓

Kifarah will haunts you,beware😐The world has come to end

It goes both ways

To fall in love again to me it's just  huge trauma for me cz i don't deserve another BETRAYAL and the feeling of INSECURED.Luckily I'm not a DICK HUNTER😚

Product from my backyard,only in KBR😋who else in KBR RN?Let's meet😚

TvS❤️~

Congrats on your new journey with TVS🥰But you always remembered as my abam Grab in my heart ☺️We both had a same color of raya attire this year and it's without plan at all🤣#teammaroon

 

KBR '22~

My new TCA appointment's card since i lost the previous 2 years TCA's card🤭Do you mind to have a friend like me😘?But wait......!i'm not insane🥱  I'm just  continuing my therapy of recovery.This is my thing..kind of self healing🥰

Last Thursday,i managed to get my most favorite Thai's dessert ever 🥰Do you know what was that?That was Luk Chup❤️

Kind of a simple dishes for lunch.Most of Kelantanese house will prepare some ulam,budu, watermelon,tempoyak,ikan rebus goreng and so on for lunch or dinner.I'm wondering why i can't find Pucuk Beko in JHB?🤪

Bear in your mind,that was not my V-shaped face,that was my face mask beneath my chin🤣and yeah there was a big bump on my forehead due to stung by a bee.I'm just wondering,am i that sweet????😚🙈🤣

 

NiSfU SyA'BaN~

 *السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ*

Kepada semua yg DiRahmati Allah 

Hari Kamis, In syaa Allah sudah masuk malam Nisfu Sya'ban, sblm buku catatan amal disetorkan, mohon maaf lahir batin

*Maafkan saya* sekiranya pernah menyakiti & menghina🙏

*Maafkan saya* sekiranya pernah berkata kasar & menyinggung🙏

*Maafkan saya* sekiranya pernah mengumpat,

Baik disengaja maupun tidak disengaja,

Baik yang terang-terangan maupun yang disembunyikan.

🙏🙏

*Sesungguhnya yang buruk datang dari diri sendiri dan yang baik sentiasa datangnya dr Allah*

PRU JoHoR~

Advanced "site visit" 😂

 

I'm the only girl in a row 🤣


On 12th March all the Johorean gonna resume their duty as a bangs Johor😁and i was assigned to resume my duty as KP at SK Selesa Jaya,Johor Bahru.I never applied for it eventually but it's all by Cikgu Muhammad arrangement (PK Pentadbiran of SK Selesa Jaya)😁The best part is they don't mind at all that  i was Syed Saddiq's cousin🤣All i knew was i just get the schedule notification from him🤣I would say it's pretty much far from my place but again it's not my first time to have this kind of distance while working ☺️Make your wise choice Johorean,our Johor are depends on you!🥰


P/S : Don't feel bad when you wished someone you hates was in their downfall or lowest point cz you never know maybe the person you hates might be the victim of situation and all their doa granted by Him🥰Thus,learn how to accept the fact,learn how to forgive yourself,broad up your mind,move forward and changed your attitude in order to get respected by others☺️If you never mend your way,you're the one and blue print genuine looser,trying so hard to get notified and at the end you are the one will get tired of everything and slowly "dying".And the biggest question is WILL YOU BE HAPPY for the rest of your life?😘

Heed my advice or ignore it.The choice is in your hands 🥰I would say each passing day i found the excitement and thrilled being a volunteer besides my established career(i won't said  we are volunteer cz we been paid for our duty in fact very high payment so i categorized it as support staff😘)#selfhealingprocess

SouLmAtE~

 

It's up to you to believe or not


When i saw this post in Instagram,it's remind me of him and suddenly triggered my anxiety which i can't breathe .I checked on his both thumb and i bet he won't remembered.His right thumb shows the letter N while his left thumb shows the letter S,well BTW my name started with Siti 😈any doubt for that?

TuMbLr~

My first two post in Tumblr 😂

Tumblr was very popular back then especially regarding to adult content 👎but due to major changes in their content policy especially restricted on adult content it's mostly likely ruined its popularity.But to me personally it's was  something great tho😂💘that's why I'm only into it RN☺️Do you have your own Tumblr?How is it going?🥰
 

ReJab '22~

               Ahlan Wa Sahlan ya Rejab🥰..... ~

         Alhamdulillah..thanks to Allah,get the         opportunity to met Rejab for this year❤️

My niece and nephew having their good time in aeon KBR 😚and i spent my days well in KBR and now time for KBR-KUL-JHB❤️

One of my special needs students

Vadaai and lontong goreng

How's your Rejab fasting going so far?I did it well even i did accidentally missed my first sahur due to overslept🥱I made lontong goreng and vadaai,once i done my cooking i went to sleep and as the results,I OVERSLEPT 😂and just managed to had a few sip of drinks. But it's fine anyways cz my other family members had that as their breakfast as they are not fasting 🤭


My twin sister just changed a new department in HUSM K.Krian and I'm happy for her cz she managed to get the field that she keen in❤️She wanna introduced a few young doctors to me🥴hmmm i seems not interested to knew anyone yet regardless who they are,but yes of course we can be a friends..i'm not that cruel🤭but  for more than a friend i have to say sorry cz I'm not ready yet as I'm still in healing process and i still have no trust in "LOVE " cz to me love is full of pain and betrayal and I'm very sceptical on that.The main and solely reason is just I DON'T WANNA TO GET HURTS AGAIN and i don't wanna gone through the same shit again cz  i was deeply hurts before,he hurts me to the core and never said SORRY..to me..left alone my parents🥴I'm human though,not an animal nor slut.Thus, don't play with someone heart, cz you won't know the damages you will bring to them. If you felt nothing,not guilty for those you hurts and you always feel you are the real victim in order to manipulate the whole situation, you're genuine psychopath and you need to seek for a professional help.



A bit sharing about my new school,RN I'm  working with some  special needs children.Finally i get to apply it.Its not that hard but it's not easy too☺️ADH,ADHD,speech delayed, Autism,Esperger...name it,those beautiful kids are in my current school❤️