DrEaMt~

 

Once broken it's never gonna be the same again.....


Last night i had an emotional dream.I dreamt about him.The situation took place in a place that i never familiar with.Its looks like hari raya fiest,i saw a variety of foods on the table.I was in the kitchen and I remembered i wore a dusty pink kaftan cz i take a look of my outfit where suddenly i heard a knocked from a  back door and at the same time my mom called me and asked me to go to the living room.I said to her i wanna open the door and let the guest came in first.When i open the door I'm was kind of speechless that "he" was in front of me and said "may i come in?" I didn't said anything but just show him the way to the living room. I can't remember what he wore, maybe it's like a black printed batik or whatsoever, I'm not sure🤣Then i just walk away to get my mom.He was following behind me and he pulled my hand and said "I'm sorry and I'm really sorry..if you know what i'd gone through..it's not easy as you imagine" Walaowey at this point I'm already in tears and pulled my hand away slowly from him 💔😥 it's not because of i saw him in tears but maybe I'm too disappointed that i can't believe his word anymore. Till i woke up I'm still in tears,i felt not comfortable in my throat and uneasy feeling,it's really triggered my anxiety😏 Usually when he "appeared" in my dream,he never utter even a word but "last night"  ironically he did "spoke" to me.The best part is,in the real life he NEVER SAID SORRY TO ME AT ALL😊The conclusion i wanna made here i already interpret my dream and let see what happened next. Just be mentally prepared 😊

PiNk~

 

I'm with my floral pink long dress with a pink theme's makeup😘



What a scorching hot in KBR these few days😰well this pic were taken when I'm in my dad's homeland, others will address this village by "London" 🤣well if you know what i meant😘To those local you supposedly familiar with this place🤪I'm plucking some jering and variety types of pucuk for ulam including one unique herbs for my lungs.Hopefully it's really works for me❤️The traffic began seems crowded due to a lots of people went out for shops since Hari Raya AidilAdha just in couple of days😘How about you?What's is your preparation?

EuPhORiA~

Never get bored to had this everyday but not for the cheese cz I'm super allergic with that🤢the cheese meant for my cat🤪

 

This is not true🤭 because the formula is still the same.Its goes "You+Me = Strangers-Friend x Lover=Strangers "😜

I see you lookin' at my PIC (I know🤣)zoom in (uh-huh😝) zoom out (okay😚)

Safely landed in KBR and AidilAdha is just round the corner.Happy fasting guys 🥰


I'll be on my long break due to my lung disease for recuperation. I'm just wondering how it's feel not going to school for quite some times🤣Slowly but sure I'll get a "Monday blue syndrome" once I'm back to school.



What you plan for AidilAdha?Hmmm idk either🤭