DeStruCtiOn~

 

Once,within me there were full of  infected wounded till there's no more space for another cut.And i never hope for another cut now🤗

Livin' in a hectic weeks,one after another really made me worn out.In additional,there's really a thing that triggered my "inner health" especially about that incident..yup..because of that trivia matter (it's seems small matter for you but really a grave matter to me)I'm started to breakin',loosing my interest in doin' things i loved, anxiety,slept for the whole day cz i felt totally flat ,loosing my appetite,eating disorder occured,not interested in having more conversations (but I'm still going for work),at times either i had a nightmare or insomnia.My mind already exhausted and yeah I'm literally tired.Its not about work but it's about others perception and on how people's impression towards me.I'm not saying that I'm paranoid but as my psychologist said the trauma still grew in me.But i will not let this happened to me as i already chose to love myself again❤️ and I'm not gonna let anythin' hurts me even i know the damaged can't be repaired but I'll give it a shot.I'm very sorry for those who can't reached me these few days as i put my phone on silent.Only my work phone in used and to Uncle T,I'm already rename your "name"😁

The loss within damn hell 3 months of destruction.My total lost was a TRUST and people JUDGEMENTAL till these day.How you  gonna FIX IT?You can't!😎

For those who requested for this quote,come..take it❄️I'm not so in love with lovey dovey stuff but i can share with you a quotes😉

The one who never failed to cx on me,TQ Uncle❤️