MiSSiOn~

I think this year gonna be my 2nd time celebrating Aidil Adha in KBR.Last time was when I'm still in a primary school.There was a huge major different Aidil Adha celebrations in KBR and other places especially in southern peninsular.More merrier indeed to celebrate it in KBR with a gather of a big family around.I'll have a long stay in KBR cz I'll depart to KBR in few days time and will stay there till early of August since we have to tidy up our family mansion in our dad's village.Our beautiful mansion literally was a family house that belongs to my dad and his siblings cz each of them fork out tones of grands🤭 to build it.This huge double and half story mansion has 10 bedrooms,a large basement and a few parts of corners and partions,as i told you its very spacious indeed.We seldom stay there cz mostly we will stayed in our own bungalow,more privacy though😁 Currently my aunts and cousins moves in with their family in that mansion.Besides that i wanna meet all the doctors and nurses who help me a lots in my PSY treatment even they said i did it myself.I fight it with all my might.Yes i fight it alone with my blood,sweat and tears.Im dying and breaking inside.Even my family,bestfriends and lawyers were around me plus I'm still did my part as a Muslim yet it's doesn't help me much to ease the pain.Sometimes i choosed to flight cz the hurts was too unbearable,but i fight it all over again after i came to my sense even the pinched was still there and killing me.But still,i can't thanked them enough!Guys, depression was not something you can tolerate with and I'm not joking,seek a treatment before it was too late.As i did,since i lost everything,i choosed to left everything..i knew i need a professional help,and i seek a treatment which is at first place i was thought my depression were caused by my family as I'm always mentioned to him how i felt but surprisingly its was not.Its because of the trauma left in me,the peak moment where i lost my companion, hope, trust and my faith based on how I'm been treated by the one who i held my hope,faith and i trust on.God already arranged everything perfectly for me and i accept it.Thanks on the defective view and pessimistic hope thrown to me,i accept it too,thanks cz i knew i own the whole true story as i never manipulate or twist the story to the other way round.I asked God to hold me tight,He granted my wishes️ and I'm proud that I'm still a human with a soul who literally concentrate on my recuperating, gaining my weight (cz i drop my weight every month)and focus on my jobs (get it clear : jobs-that makes money not rely on one job☺️) thus I don't have much time to spare on stalking or mind on other's bussiness.You get it ?Uncle T still persuade me to join his company and I'm still stick with my answer,which is NOT FOR THE CURRENT MOMENT cz someone's butt gonna hurts and i don't wanna be the eyesore,but no worries,i still know how to be professional and relevant in case we bump into each other☺️He laughed AF😁