DeCLiNeD fOr A 2Nd TiMe~

Repost GACT : Again and again Uncle T persuade me to join his company as he said whatever post i want to be,he will definitely approved it without hesitate.I asked him why he really concerned about me and he said during MCO/CMCO he read a lots of Islamic books and he seems get a rythm to understand it and he felt "something" about it and really touched his fatherhood and he asked me wether i can be his god daughter,means I'm gonna have 2 dads??🤭But once again i have to turned him down,it's enough for me to have this distance.I told him " I'm appreciated his efforts to make me feels better again,but i can't deceived myself cz it won't change anything.Once broken,it will never be the same as before.I just want to achieved anything i wants by my own efforts.☺️He asked me why I'm not married??Hmm what a question!!😅I'm just wondering why he needs to rake up the past.I told him "i don't wanna remember anything that hurts me".Uncle T said "He should be ashamed to born as a boy without balls!!" 😉I told him again,every each of us had a different story to begins and ends😉 So,Uncle T started his story " you know girl?in my previous marriage i admit that I'm not a good husband either.I love to flirt with a pretty girls and caught by wife umpteen times till one day i really fell in love with one of them cz she is very different from others.My wife found out about it again and we had a fierce fight.But at that moment im really scared about losing my kids and my gf excused herself from my life.My wife accept me as before but i noticed she is different.She started to used up my cash,my saving,asking for this,take over control on me,teasing me,mocking my gf and many more as she said that was a punishment for me being unfaithful to her.For me as a man,i felt insulted.At first i can tolerate about it in order to pacify her but later on I'm exploded and i call a quit in our marriage.I have my own pride as a man.I looked for my gf cz I'm scared that karma awaits for me cz i knew that i hurts her,as for my ex wife yeah i cheated on her and i admit that.But unfortunately she doesn't want to be in my life again and she's really gone,out of my life.I felt karma was after me,my business doesn't goes smoothly,ran out of capital,met a bitches only after my cash flow and so on.Till i get a message from her and she said stop looking for her.Shes happy with her life without me and she said she forgave me on account of our past relationship.I'm so thankful at the same time I'm sad cz she's not with me anymore."When i read the text that Uncle T sent it to me,i can feel the pinch too.I told him marriage is about sharing 2 lives not controlling ones's life and he agreed with me 😉He asked me why i don't approved his request following me?? haha well i keep my followers and limited anyways😉And once again i remind him don't ever mentioned or tell anything about me as i don't want to attract any attention and i don't need it.Last word i told him before we ends our conversation I'm looking for love not a heal,I'm woman of my words and I'm loyal to my principals.If i can wait for him several years in previously,the coming years and counting wouldn't be any different to me as we used to be apart.Thus,I'm still looking forward to be in OD😉