SiLeNt VeNoM~

Repost FTHB : " The moment you had to PLEAD the whole world to UNITE with you in order to ELIMINATES me,i only had HIM on my BACK to DESTROYED everything " P/S : One of my favorite meaningful quote so far. You may throw your quotes through my emails and I'll present it to the admin.BTW i did sell my quotes to the international pages and wrote a thousand quotes for free🤭 in our local social media page eg: DPG's (Depresi Bukan Gila)and I'm very sincere to share some motivational words to the patients cz i was a patient too😁.I noticed that sometimes the words i read was kind of demoralizing and this is not what the patients should have and should read!!Cut off means cut off!!!No means forever no!!!They needs help to have a new hope not a false hope to gets a hands to help them out. P/S : I'm kinda happy when i saw my quotes were everywhere in social media,at least....they shared and able to learn something even my name was not mentioned there cz i dont wanna be in frame or a fame but as long my message are delivered,I'm content enough❤️

GrOggY 🤒~

Today I'm able to complete my 2nd Sya'ban fasting cz suddenly i gets hypo as a result of less sugar intake.Last night i can't sleep well cz out of blue i had a blocked nose,dried cough, feverish and joint ache.Maybe i stay up for the whole night before..i guessed.And i went to boulevard to grab some stuff,once came to my turn to have a temperature check..my temperature shown "SINGLE"🤣naah I'm just pulling your leg😁My temperature shown 37.4° and she said "knk tinggi??" I was like 🙄 "sorry??"Then she said "sorry miss, igt you fhm😁"She said is it necessary for me to grab something cz i seems "not feeling well".I'm jst said I'll go out ASAP cz i stay nearby.She "let me off"eventually.And guess what??now I'm really tired and i think the fever seems arise but should be fine after PCM.I needs to works on my materials again,goshhh🤦and idk why lately i had a lots of anymous number called me.Is it a scammers?Cz scammers will always give a call and never texted us.Sometimes they called while I'm sleeping,online teaching and busy.Who said I'm not busy working from home??Well,I'm just ignored it and deleted all the call logs cz it's must a damn bloodyfool scammers!!!Find a proper job instead of deceiving others!Gets your own life and don't bother about others!Earn your living with the appropriate way as much as you can that you can proud of instead of being a coward fraud!!Good night peeps!!zzzzzzz i'm tired....

FiRsT SyA'BaN~

I need to stranded here in my imperial harem till 14th April 🙄Well,i don't get panicked,but i vdid received a lots of calls to asked about me..thanks for your concern.Some of my friend really scarstic🤦she said "hey,are u okay there?infected with Civid-19??"Whatta Corrona!!!😁Well I'm not afraid of die cz my heart already died,ouchhhh🤣.I just needs to get some extra instant noodles,3 in 1 cereal drinks,crackers, chocolate milk ,ENO,gavisco,grapes and a few items later.And I'm having my 1st Sya'ban fasting today.I needs a beauty sleep after Subuh cz i spent whole night to do materials and i really need a good rest....." good night " peeps! #stayathome #mco #sya'ban #selamatberpuasa #subuh #notyetsleep #busy #imperialharem #🐈

MCO~

Repost CVLD : "Can't say no more..what i interpreted from a dream became true.As i already read your fate as well,you have to be mentally prepared and get ready for the next outcome which is not on your favour.I'm not a predictor but I'm one of a dream interpreter who had this gift that ran in our genes and we cooperate with palace ends to ends very well.Been few days MCO here alone...stranded in this ghostly alien city and the reason why I'm still here today is literally because of work,yet I'm not regret at all.I stucked myself in my harem imperial apartment all by myself and accompanied by instand noodles and 3 in 1 cereal drinks to fill my empty stomach for breaking fast which is i grab from a mall since kubah ria was not operated for me to grab some fresh wet product to cook some simple dishes. All i can do besides counting the days to be in my homeland and gain my weight cz my weight keeps on drop and i'm started to missed my chubby face.I occupied my time with WFH (work from home),continue my writing ,research and pick the best for writing contents(I don't buy a cheap story)and doing some materials for home schooling.Even all the university was on MCO too but our job as a proof reader will never stopped and it's still on going. Actually MCO, restricted ordered and same kind as it was not something new for me cz i'm a blue print of homebody type.I love to be at home or just to stay at home,will never request for vacation and i won't step out from the house if that was not necessary for me to do so.Maybe I'm too busy and tied in with my works so that I appreciated my quality time at home very much.Trust me,my house will always sparkling clean and smells nice too.To some people vacation is a must to them and that was a reward for themselves cz being " too workaholic" but for me personally perfume and stay at home was my best therapy.Well, how about you?I'm truly grateful that my financially was not effected by this MCO,thanks to Allah.Overall me,you and all of us did learnt something from this deadly virus isn't?Once Allah said "kun faya kun" nothing can stopped or delayed it even for a second.Do you still remember "nikmat Tuhan yang mana satukah kamu dustakan??????? Beware......"

Le FaMiLiA~

Alhamdulillah and congrats for me,to you and to those whose not financially effected by deadly Covid-19 outbreak but it's doesn't means we have permission to show off!!Thanks to Allah that HE still give us a chance to have a strong financially and thanks to Allah..my sister in law gave birth to a baby girl yesterday.The 2nd baby girl in J&K LeGaCy🥰.Oopsie we had 3 girls including my SIL 's daughter with her previous marriage.So overall i already had 5 nephews + 1 nephew (deceased and he's not included cz he's already in Jannah❤️) and 2 nieces + 1 instant nieces🥰.Thanks to my brothers and my twin cz allowed me to choosed their child's name,thanks!!!!!I told them that they should give me a chance to choosed their names as i won't have a chance to be a mom,to be a wife,to feel the excitement in parenthood nor marriage life and if one day i'm no longer in this world..they will knew that "my aunt give this name to me"😉I'm accept wholeheartedly to walk alone in this world cz i knew that my name was already written "there" for me to have a "long rest"❤️HE knew that I'm tired and HE knew everything 😉The name i choosed for my brother's baby last year was Muhammad Uwais Rizqy (i addressed him as Rizqy) and as for my youngest brother,i picked Nur Fatin Ammara (i addressed her as Rara).Muhammad (sebaik-baik nama adalah Muhammad dan Ahmad) Uwais (Seorg anak soleh yg namanya tidak terkenal di bumi tapi terkenal di langit) Rizqy (Rezeki).While for her Nur ( Cahaya ) Fatin (Mempersonakan) Amara (Menenangkan).I might get busy and will have a limited time for them 😉I might have an early trip to my favorite city for my assignment cz if I'm going on Ramadhan..it's will triggered me a lots especially the foods which is actually i do missed the taste.In specific for example kuih bongkol/kuih jongkong/tepung bungkus..maybe that was the first and last time i ate it.The taste of the kuih was really good cz of the ambience and we shared the food together.Maybe that was the first and last time i drank a latte too from a cute purple pinkish La Gourmet water flask.I'm not a coffee lover but that was the nicest latte i ever tried....for those whose financially been effected by the virus outbreak,please stay strong!!!

KiFaRaH IsTiDrAJ~

Repost MHSB : Di kala virus sedang nyaman mematikan dunia,ada byk dari kita yang terpaksa "direhatkan "dari tugas pekerjaan ,percutian yang gengsi, kemewahan membeli segala macam yang hanya bertujuan utk dijadikan sebagai tatapan umum sepele yang sekali gus secara tidak langsung memicu minda mereka yang "terpilih" ini utk berfikir sejenak...tahukah kalian bahawa Tuhan sedang "memberi" amaran kepada kamu utk tidak lagi riak,takbur dan ujub??Pada saat kamu merasa pusing seolah-olah rezeki kamu "di tarik" perlahan-lahan dan kamu bengong mencari solusi...palingan juga menurut kamu "ini mungkin terkesan karena virusnya doank,ntar juga bisa balikan lagi😁"....mungkin kamu lupa sesuatu ya???? "NIKMAT TUHANMU YANG MANAKAH KAMU DUSTAKAN??? (q.s Ar-Rahman ayat 13)"Mungkin saja ini adalah doa-doa yang terwujud dari nyawa-nyawa yang kamu zalimi,yang meminta kepada Tuhan utk usia kamu di perpanjangkan untuk kamu merasa kebinasaan hati,harta benda dan segalanya yang kamu miliki..Nauzubillahiminzalik !!!!Allahuakhbar...Allahuakhbar... Allahuakhbar!!!!Sesungguhnya Tuhan itu tidak pernah tidur....disaat kamu bisa berbangga dgn sifat istidraj yang tumbuh dalam diri kamu,percayalah...detik itu jugalah kamu sedang di uji dan di awasi dalam demensi dunia akhir zaman....

DeCLiNeD ~

Hareyyyy🥴i don't get approval to ends my career in writing,well nvm korang yg bayo gaji aku for my writing anyways.Thanks for your trust and faith to me dear admin!!I appreciate it so much!! (Ayat amek hati,agak2 omputeh ni paham tak yg sbnrnya aku tgh hamput dia??takde dlm google translate rasanya).Izin kan saya mencarut sepatah dua???hareyy sungguh la mung neh🤭Aku nk pencen dlm dunia penulisan sbb aku tau bila aku post something ada bontot yg sakit,halah halah halah,nok wak ganok???admin syg kot kat their authors which is in directly bukan setakat kitaorg je menjana income, diaorg pun sama.One more thing,is it true my words literally killed your soul??Or i unintentionally really hits the nail isn't?😉

SiGniNg OFf~

I might end my writing in this blog but believe me you will always in my heart,well you see..this is one of the most harder decision i ever made but i do it for a personal reason as i wanna take a break from writing,sharing others experienced,point of view and so on (which is some of it cause a chaos and quite controversial,but it's do happened in our real life isn't?).But if I'm still alive or i'd changed my mind,you always can get an update from me.I'm literally just wanna all of you learn something from my post.I can't thanked enough for all of the neverending supports to me and i really appreciated all of the feedback i get from you guys.I started writing from scratch in 2016 and later on its turned to be one of my fat income.But money it's not an essential for me,i took that as my "rezeki" in writing.Many of you asked why i highlighted is as "first love"..it's because TBH i dedicated it specially for my first love who never knew i had feeling towards him and i really love him deeply. Alhamdulillah..Allah heard my prayers,He gave me a chance to knew more about him.We both started from strangers anyways.And yes of course he did hurts me even he is my source of happiness and I'm just think,why he let me to be in his life at first place if he doesn't love me💔.He do loves me isn't?Did he loves me as i loves him?Did he knew that when he forgotten something related to me it's really hurts me to the core?(ikr it's sounds silly but I'm very particular in details,sorry for that)Did he knew that I'm very loyal to him?Did he knew that i awaits for him over the passing years?He never knew his name is always in my prayers.But it's okay Allah knows,and you knows❤️Who is the guy who captured my sight and heart???🤭I never mentioned anything about him right??Well,he's younger than me,he is soft spoken,he lives miles away from my state, he is related with kelantanese,he is related with a little boy and he had 3 siblings and all of them were boys.Thats it🤭Last but not least we will see,if i get an official approval from admin to retire from writing this will be my last post.Thank you so much for everything,take care.....and I'm literally exhausted....P/S :" My hearts is already full of infection wounds and there's no more space for another cuts.. "

MoNtBLanC ~

Repost MOMB :"Hi guys, I'm just came back from Jakarta and I'm still exhausted🥴I'm able to did my Rejab's fasting one day over there and there's no much different from breaking fast in Borneo seriously except for the food😉.I didn't spent alots there as that was an official trip for us.But one thing i can remember clearly... when i was in the conference room,as i walked pass by the group of other participants,i'm strongly can smell the scent of Mont Blanc Legend Spirit ( pronunciation as /Mon Blonk / ) .The sexy sensual scent in a white bottte that you ever can get. I do missed that smell so much.........................and I'm extremely tired........."