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Repost MOFN :"Happiness is not by chance but by choice.Not everyone is lucky to have a good fate,not everyone is lucky to have a best things happens in their life,not everyone is lucky to have a destiny,not everyone is lucky to create a moment of life together.Not everyone is lucky not to get hurts.I don't get it why people surrounding me loves to asked those taboo questions?? especially about marriage.Thats why i've no longer attend any wedding invitation including my relative's wedding cz i'm literally wanna avoid those hurtful questions and remarks.I prefer to isolate myself from society.I suggest you not to invite me cz i won't turn up anyways.Do you think i don't wanna to get married?do you think i don't wanna to have a companion that we can share everything?I'm literally hurts when i saw others wedding pictures,but it's okay,I'll get used to it..Do you think i'm too choosy??Do you think I'm aiming for a big catch or big shot?NO I'M NOT!!Do you think i choose to be like this?NO,I DON'T!!But i don't have a choice except to be like this and isolate myself.Maybe I'm predestined to walk alone by myself in this world.But one thing for sure i will never toys with others hearts and feeling in order to revenge or let others gone through what i'd experienced,NO I WON'T! cz i'm always believed what goes around will comes around.Thus,i will never give any hopes to others if i don't grow any feelings towards them plus I'm not easily fell for someone and i even will never address him in a special name eg love,baby,dear and so on (even for fun).In additional,i never looks for someone to turns to when I'm bored and i never looks for platonic friends either.I literally don't need it!!!I'll keep my first love feelings to the end and "first love does exist😉."