Friday, 21 February 2020
OpTiOn LeFt~
Repost MOFN :"Happiness is not by chance but by choice.Not everyone is lucky to have a good fate,not everyone is lucky to have a best things happens in their life,not everyone is lucky to have a destiny,not everyone is lucky to create a moment of life together.Not everyone is lucky not to get hurts.I don't get it why people surrounding me loves to asked those taboo questions?? especially about marriage.Thats why i've no longer attend any wedding invitation including my relative's wedding cz i'm literally wanna avoid those hurtful questions and remarks.I prefer to isolate myself from society.I suggest you not to invite me cz i won't turn up anyways.Do you think i don't wanna to get married?do you think i don't wanna to have a companion that we can share everything?I'm literally hurts when i saw others wedding pictures,but it's okay,I'll get used to it..Do you think i'm too choosy??Do you think I'm aiming for a big catch or big shot?NO I'M NOT!!Do you think i choose to be like this?NO,I DON'T!!But i don't have a choice except to be like this and isolate myself.Maybe I'm predestined to walk alone by myself in this world.But one thing for sure i will never toys with others hearts and feeling in order to revenge or let others gone through what i'd experienced,NO I WON'T! cz i'm always believed what goes around will comes around.Thus,i will never give any hopes to others if i don't grow any feelings towards them plus I'm not easily fell for someone and i even will never address him in a special name eg love,baby,dear and so on (even for fun).In additional,i never looks for someone to turns to when I'm bored and i never looks for platonic friends either.I literally don't need it!!!I'll keep my first love feelings to the end and "first love does exist😉."
Saturday, 15 February 2020
LiL' ThOuGhT~
Repost ILH :" You cannot treat someone like a garbage and worship God at the same time.Cease negative mental chattering....if you think the thing is impossible,you'll make it impossible.Pessimism blunt the tools that you needs to be succeed.A mistake that makes you humble is much better than achievement that makes you arrogant.The moment you put a full stop towards those who taking advantage on you and disrespecting you,is when they define you as difficult,selfish or crazy...manipulators hates boundaries!!Someone who manipulates feelings through guilty is not loving abut its literally a someone who pretend to have your best interest in mind all the while and working very hard to control you again and its same as someone who manipulates others through feeling guilty is not love,it's literally a silence threat!!!"
Monday, 10 February 2020
DeScEnDaNTs ~
Repost AAM "Life is so unpredictable,that's all i can said,we can't forseen our life either.But since very young i can said I'm gifted (maybe it's ran in our blood since our great grandfather was a royal dream interpreter for this particular state of peninsular Malaysian before he returned to Singapore ) and I'm one of his descendants who able to interpret a dream.During my high school a lots of students even teachers will asked me to interpret their dreams🤭Well as you know back then,the King who rules a kingdom will always had a dream interpreter in their palace in terms of precautious.My late great grandfather was from Yemen and he sailed to our land as a preacher.From Singapore,Malaysia and his last destination was in that particular state(I'm sorry i can't mentioned as it's too P&C😉)He set up a few Madrasah in this state and attract His Highness's attention on his efforts to let the kids had a FOC education and learn more about Islam and pointed him as kind of mufti back then.But ofcourse he had a permission from His Highness to set up his schools.When everything is in a good order,he wanna leave for good and His Highness asked him to stay a few days in his palace as he felt something not right in his dream.He started to interpret it accordingly and who knows it's turns to be true.From then on he became a royal dream interpreter but back and forth going back to Singapore as he settled down in Singapore.The good relationship between him and palace last for many years as some of our family members lives in that palace too and continue his legacy,but not me..i don't stay in a palace.The dreams i'd interpret usually not about the ordinary dream that we used to had(half concious mind) but it's like a situation and it's never goes wrong.I told to someone before "I had a dream which is i can said it's kind of red flag" which is it's turned to be a real and everything just hits the nail.I'm not being paranoid or tend to ba a psycho tho it's more to telepathy and instinct comes together.Whatever i said about politics wise,deadly virus outbreak,scandals, betrayal, slandered, conspiracy,mishap and death are just hits the nail.I'm already read your situation too...."For those who wanna know more about my ancestors,you may Google about Habib Nuh Singapore as i came from this family and some of the readers visit his makam before.Thanks😉Some of the details are not correct about him, ofcourse I'll voice out for eg : he is like us a normal person not a shaman or had a black magic or had a supernatural power but it's just a coincidence if anything he(or his descendants)said will became true which is for others it's was a sacred cursed.Its just he is a choosen one from Allah and not meant to be worship but you may take him as your inspiration.
Thursday, 6 February 2020
WeDdiNG AnNiVeRsArY WiShEs iN AdVaNcEd~
Ring ring the bell!!!!hey your wedding anniversary is just around the corner (weeks away??🤭)❤️I wished you in advanced as i won't wished you on the actual date😘!!!!!!!!may you have a blessed marriage and happiness will always lead your way,amin!!!😉,just remember one thing that I'm always loves you no matter what☺️"If you feel sad, angry, betrayed or overwhelmed feeling,please use tissue instead of Facebook status or any social media and the real soldier won't shed any tears infront of the one who hurts them,this,be the ultimate soldier and no doubt you are gonna win in every game they created,eat well,rest well and take care😉"
Tuesday, 4 February 2020
SeRvEs YoU RiGhT~
Really a bad day for me when my flight was denied when i was 'caught' having a fever while they did the screening.Well to me I'm just having a slightly fever tho😑My journey to Australia and Jakarta will be postponed to another date TBA due to a virus outbreak🙄.As usual I'm still went to a fitness center the next day.I saw a group of ladies(I'm not that close to them tho) having a "small meeting and gathering" and they asked me to join them since our session haven't started yet.The topic they carried out was "life as a mistress" and i was like...WHATTA...you should keep it as private rascal😏 that girl talk a lots about it and yeah of course she cursing a lots too towards to her partner when he's not spent on her (money and time) and also cursing his wife as well (as she said she controlled him)The worse part is she show us the pictures of the guy and his wife(asked us to compare who is more beautiful,WTF😖)and asked us to follow her as friends in social media cz she herself not following her.Aahhh you are literally a bitch🥴 I was about to get out from the "cheap meeting" cz I'm not interested at all but idk why those girls were excited??😐But before i left i gave her my sharp tongue's words since she asked our opinions 😆None of the girls threw any positive vibes to her but taking her side and gossiping all over again.Tell you what what did i said to her??"IDK what he saw in you??Are you happy when others involved in your private life?You're not beautiful either you just had a flat tummy, you are surrounded by toxic people,you never had a stable job, literally depends on his money yet you still have a cheek to cursed them?? He won't leaves his wife cz he's knew he had to deal with alimony.And as for his wife especially non career woman,no matter how hurts she is,how many times being duped she will never leaves her husband cz she knew he is the solely bread winner,she depends 100% on him and she needs him financially to lives on,same as you!!You better get a job and stop depending on him.Thats shows you never loved him,you just after his money"👎👎👎👎I just shut her up,just like that or to be true,i shut all of them just like that😁