Friday, 31 January 2020

AmPuH~

Repost FMTYB : Hakikinya org yang teraniaya dan terzalimi merupakan org yang berada didalam keadaan yang tidak mampu berbuat apa-apa atau tidak mempunyai kekuatan untuk melawan dan mempertahankan diri ketika mendapat tekanan dan serangan peribadi dari org lain terutamanya dari segi isu perlanggaran hak sebagai manusia.Antara perlanggaran hak tersebut adalah fitnah (membicarakan sesuatu yang bertentangan dgn fakta),ghibah ( membicarakan aib org lain),menzalimi org lain dan sebagainya.Pernah juga aku menerima pelbagai persoalan ketika aku mengambil keputusan utk menunaikan ibadah umrah...antaranya seperti "kau pergi umrah kan???...apa yg kau doa ??Kau minta apa padaTuhan???Itu kiriman pesanan yang tak putus2 aku terima.Pesanan yang aku balas "Doa tu kan rahsia,biar aku dgn Allah saja yang tau" Then,she seems curious.Jadi aku balas "Aku minta banyaaaaak,antaranya aku minta org yang sudah aniaya aku itu semoga saja kehidupannya,keluarga,career dan keturunannya..(xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx)" She replied "Ihhh serious kau minta ituuu??? "Terserah kamu mahu percaya atau tidak,aku manusia dan aku tidak lahir sbg malaikat😉Aku tidak akan gunakan sihir atau segala macam (seperti yang kamu lakukan) utk membalas,tapi aku adukan segalany pada Tuhan kerana Dia adalah sebaik-baik penolong😉-Melayu Riau❤️

Friday, 24 January 2020

新年快乐!!!!~

Repost FTBH : "You never loved her : But you just doesn't want to be alone and she exists.....You never loved her : But she was too good for your ego and she exists.....You never loved her : But she made you feel better in your life and she exists.....You never loved her : But she made you days and she's always in your mind and she exists.....You never loved her : But she sacrifice a lots for you and she exists....... You never loved her : But you found she's a loyal to you and able to fullfil your wished,again.....she exists.....You never loved her : But you made her feels she belongs to you and she remained exists.....You never loved her : But she's loved you too much and she still exists....You never loved her : But she's still there for you even she knows she's been used and she still exists....You never loved her : But she still forgives you no matter how you hurts her umpteen times...till the day she excused herself from your life....but why must she exists in your life at first place if you really never loved her???"It's such a melancholic poetic poem i ever had so far cz it's really hits me..and i knew how she feels.At some point i had a lot of things triggered me out of sudden that made me feels wanna give up my psy TCA.But i wanna get better again and i don't want to burdern anyone!!!At times i felt no one gives me a chance to "live" and rebuild myself.And my episodes of sleepless,eating disorder,feeling useless, overwhelmed feelings and extremely exhausted occurs.But it's not that often just once in a blue moon.I'm no longer on medication,just having a psycodemic session once a month😊I'm trying to gain my weight again cz my weight keeps on dropping tho or should i hang up my yoga instructor licence?and give up my Muay Thai in order to gain my weight???but it's fun tho🤭.I learnt it not because of a self defense,just merely accompany one of my colleague...(she wanna try to lose her weight to be exact😁)as I'm 3rd grade (black belt holder) in Taekwondo,it's enough for me.So once again to parents as i mentioned in my committee board,before you send your child to a preschool,knows your child potential first,are they ready for school????Well I'm not agreed to those parents who enroll their kids to those expensive school (oops my school fees quite a bomb too🤭) in order to looks "rich and being somebody😎" in public view but the child can't perform well as they expect,it's not fair to the child tho.Its not about money talk,i'm just concerned in their childhood education development.As i consult the parents when they visit my school I'll emphasize "if you wanna find an academic environment,this is not a right place☺️" Convincing people and sweet talker are two different things,knows the difference 🕵️Till then Gong Xi Fa Cai!!新年快乐,万事如意!!!I'll off to KBR later,see ya!!

Thursday, 23 January 2020

StALkER StALkiNG~

I'm often came across with those who had a low IQ (but wanna appear outstanding among others 👎 )using a wrong words while posting something on their social media.To me if you are not efficient enough in English,you may just write in your own mother's tongue or language instead of you looks like a dumb country bumpkin in public view.Don't simply post or write something, knows the difference at first place🤗For example i often saw a words of "stalker"And the words goes like this(random) for eg : "Jangan nak sibuk stalker aku!!!!" Excuse me ...🙄you meant stalking isn't???Please please please!!Let me teach you,well it's FOC,no worries🤭 rather than you keeps on repeating the same mistake,I'm volunteer myself to help you in enhance your writing skills and knowledge so you will make a perfect sentence in future🤭Well....stalks/stalking is a verb,stalker is a person whose following you/us secretly.Do you understand???Text me anytime,I'll be there to assist you😎Well ikr,we or even myself have a stalker who will stalks and keeps on stalking about me,thank you stalker cz you are very concerned about me,no worries I'm doing well than you 🤗TBH I'm appreciated it so much on your concerned❤️🤭😘 you are truly my biggest fans😘Why don't you just be my friend instead of stalker???Well it's up to you tho😊We make friends and not foes in our life,if you wanna be a friend,let us be friends😉if you wanna be a foe,you are not welcomed 👎⚔️ "silence is the best answer to someone who don't value for your words"

Monday, 20 January 2020

EdGe Of RaiNbOw~

Repost TSCA : I rather been heard than been hurts.Don't be a rainbow for those who suffers from colour deficiency,kid you not!!and don't be a rainbow to someone but you being a deadly storm or hurricane that lead a disasters to others and ruin their life.Its not fun to mess with someone pride tho ☠️You'll never reach your destination if you stop and throw stones at every dogs that barks,ignore the dogs thus,move forward!🏃. Some people are doing their best to hold on every single days,they are fragile but they doesn't want to burden others.Please be kind and sensitive cz you don't know how they battle everyday.I would rather be annoyingly positive and optimistic than destructively negative and hateful.A fine looks doesn't show the real of you,but your attitude does and actions always prove words means nothing when comes to a looser.The problem lies with our world now is the intelligent people are always doubt and will talk based on fact while the stupid people had a lot of rubbish to say based on fake fact and post it online🤭Oh my!!!!.In my next blog or in our committee broadcast,I'm gonna talk about preschool since I'm in this line,working with kids for many years🤗 and I'm Master(Edu) holder in Childhood Education from UK(my last campus😁).What is your aim?What is your expectations on your child,teachers and school?What matter you the most?Drop me an email for any comment and suggestion about preschool.I'll assist you as much as i can and I'm promise with years experienced that i had😉See ya😉!!! Please take care of yourself due to Influenza A outbreak guys!!!

Saturday, 11 January 2020

My RaMaDhAn~

TGSL repost : "Gets an invitation (literally an early booked🤗) from Kompleks Kebajikan Laila Taib (PERYATIM),Kuching for giving a talk and iftar including an invitation as one of the speaker for one big shot airlines(i'm not gonna mentioned here,but I'm pretty sure enough that you can guess it right😁) as we are going to reveal about the truth of dark side of depression.Since one of the instructor there was my long lost time friend which is recently just get connected through another friend of mine,so i guess I'm gonna have a smooth journey to complete my assignment 😉She's not really into a social media especially after she's married.In Sha Allah,i'll try make my time for you guys even i may seems not available as per date given🙄but no worries I'm trying to reschedule my time😉as i'm based in KL basically plus I still have to go back to Imperial and tidy up my humble apartment,surely it's all dusty all over but it's fine, gonna leave soon and i leave it in a good condition(clean,neat and tidy)☺️Never expected that she's based in Borneo tho😁Maybe I might go earlier (if i get a permission 🤭) to have a social visit as she suggested..Hmm still thinkin' about that..🤭I'm jst reached here and I wanna find a room to have a short rest(luckily it's jst connected) cz I'm down with fever and i felt damn tired and cold, usually I'll jst wait at Chicken Texas or musollah..(tell you what,last month i was alone in the musollah,after praying i jst stay there,and I didn't sleep.I saw a big body build lady (i guessed)in pitch black telekung(as you know KLIA2's telekung is in blue black)which is i barely saw her face and i don't see anyone came in either😉,but I'm jst ignore it which is clearly she's was not perform any prayers,but jst "hang" around few mins in the room with "her" feet was 5 " away from the floor🤭I brought all those items that i wanna sell away and I'm waiting for the ladies to self collect,so it's not proper to reveal those undergarments in public tho👻,till then see you again😷!!" P/S: I'm so sorry to hear from D.O for what you had gone through,i know it's not fair for him either,I'm quite surprised tho as I expected he accepted the same amount as i get in fact he gets a higher pay than me as he did appeared in public and social media..hmm.Well you know life as a writers is unpredictable and you should have a back up plan.I never solely rely on one job to be truth..but TBH I'm not in a same group as him and we came from different admins.....

Wednesday, 8 January 2020

TiTaNiUM~

"I tried to scream but my head is underwater,they call me weak like I'm not someone's daughter.I'm afraid to fall in love cz I'm afraid being the only one falls while the other one pretends" TMHL Repost : Would love to sell away a variety colours of night wears,lingerie,(from top international brands)including tones of variants perfumes,hair mist and body mist (i still keep the price tag and it's not that cheap guys 💔).Some of it i didn't buy during promo or purchase on purchase time frame.Its a brand new ladies!I wanna clear my wardrobe and table.So i don't wanna that items anymore.I'll give a handsome discount for items more than three and I'm very generous enough by giving you a chance to mixed those items too eg: night wear+lingerie+perfume(well,it's a perfect combo isn't?🤭)Email me for details,and it's only open for friends in Malaysian,Singapore,Indonesia and Brunei☺️I'm going to Jakarta and Australia for volunteers,give talk and meet&greet events ,so see you there guys!BTW,i get an offer to be a sort of celebrity in social media which is i haven't said yes due to circumstances and i really needs to give a deep thought of it 🤭First of all, someone butts gonna be burnt and hurts when i can be "seen" anywhere especially if they are my haters.I'm literally wanna reduce their anxiety.But come to think of that,do i have a haters??🤭secondly i never into glamorous life and i never dream for that in fact i never keen to let myself appear frequently in public as i will never let myself to be "a living object as attraction".In additional,i don't wish many people knew about my personal life cz I'm always keep my personal life very low as i protected people in my circle with all my might yet i have nothing to hide anyways and I'm not afraid to face the world😊It's i merely respected their privacy and private life including to those who used to be close with me before,But not to worries all your secrets are safe with me and i won't utter even a word🤗."You shoot me down but i won't fall,i am a titanium ❤️"People made mistake once and you don't have a right to judgemental of them as you desire and put all the blame just literally on one person,that's why the word of UNFAIR exists.Compare what you get and what they lost.Than you may evaluate fairly.Can you? - FMFB

Friday, 3 January 2020

+Ve ViBeS~

Dear everyone,please appreciate what you have left in your life.We may never know when our time is up.The death penalty is not only a form of vengeance,but also a cowardly act by humans.When you feel like to quitting, remember why you start at first place?A couple who doesn't have a picture together have a lots unforgettable moment together.If you feel don't welcomed, hesitate not to dust off your feet and leave.Self respect is ultimate rather than begging like a looser, indirectly of forcing someone to stay.Its was not a selfish remark but very much towards the person whom you supposed to be!!!!Stress, anxiety and depression are caused when we are living just to please I'm not giving up but just following the flow.Life is a game,play to win😉 Forgiveness, patience, acceptance and gratitude is just the way to draw yourself from hatred and depression,leave it to God,He knows the best☺️