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First of all alhamdulillah and thanks for those 2.5 million readers even idk who read my humble blog.I don't expect this at all 😨till I get the notification just now.Its true,rezeki akan dtg mencurah-curah disebalik the hurts,pain and sorrow that we gone through and I'm sorry too cz sometimes it's not fully in English. I'm just wanna say million thanks to you you and you😊.If I had a chance i would like to throw kind of meet and greet event as suggested by the blogger committee but it's such a waste to me.I rather prefer to be remain as unknown blogger unless you already knew me through my Facebook and Instagram.My main presence in social media is not to gain followers or demands on "likes" but it's literally about sharing thoughts.I did removed thousands of followers and "friends" in my Facebook in order to keep my circle in control and private (I just own one Facebook {share with my twin} and Instagram account and I didn't create any extra accounts.I used my own pic and i never hide behind the bushes like a coward ).And same goes to my Instagram, mostly my Facebook's friends are same as my Instagram followers and followee😊as i'm not interested in people who had a negatives vibes that doesn't contribute anything in society but only draw a personal attention and created a chaos.Again, million thanks to all of my readers,how about we donate 3/4 from the payment i get to those who needs help??we have a lot of less fortunate out there.Lets give them a hand as much as we can😉.What I get from Allah,we gave back to Allah together,deal?😊Thanks readers!!eat well,sleep well,have a good rest.Take care😘Lots of love from me - Zarina Kamal P/S:For almost 2 months I'm taking away my life from social media and telecommunication and just solely concentrate on my blog😊 cz i need time to recuperate.Yeah sometimes I did appear(mostly I'm idle😁) in my Facebook and Instagram but merely just for approved, followed or removed friends 😁Last but not least... buddy, when you know by solat,mengaji, meditation, perform umrah,positive thinking and even crying doesn't help you to feel any way better,you need to seek a help from professional!ITS A MUST!And i did it!I'm diagnosed with servere depression and i walked away with a long MC😌My heart truly broken when abah perform solat hajat specially for me for few days and recite Yassin for me😭Tq bah..adik appreciated it so much,if only you know how hurts I am...😢Abah doakan adik get well soon alright?..and mama have to learn how to let me go as i did it ma.....it's more than enough,as if you know.....its okay,Allah knows.😊Sooner or later you will know how bad I'd been brutally ill treated.Thanks for the pain they left that has made us much more stronger cz I believe in Allah's promised to me😊and you too,have faith on Him ya ♥️!!