DePreSi BuKaN GiLa

While waiting..... A : What are you doing here? B : Appointment A : For? B : Quiet and smile A : You company somebody? B : Quiet and smile.You came for? A : Waiting for my niece B : Okay A : What's ur name? B : XXXXXX Nurse came out and said asked B to wait awhile A : You looks fine😱 B : I need HELP You may think she's fine based on her looks and appearance.But you won't know how she's struggling in order to looks fine......

PriCeLeSs~

Alhamdulillah,aku bersyukur pada Allah kerana telah memudahkan satu persatu urusan aku.Janji Allah itu PASTI,janji Allah itu BENAR.Tidak akan ada hijab bagi doa-doa hambaNya yang teraniaya and doa orang-orang yang teraniaya terus Allah angkat ke langit.Di waktu aku tidak ada sesiapa utk aku vent everything, struggling alone,breaking into a million pieces,depressed,lost in track,at my lower point,low spirit,moral down and so on..di waktu itulah aku bergantung sepenuhnya pada Dia walau sesakit mana aku rasa...cz i knew i can't rely on others😊.The one and only will help me is just Allah S.W.T...I knew i had a family...a parents to turn to,but i choosed to go through it alone at this moment cz I'm strong enough to endure it. "Lihat aku syg,yg sudah berjuang... menunggu mu dtg..menjemputmu pulang..igt slalu syg,hatiku kau genggam..aku takkan pergi, menunggu kamu di sini..."-Menunggu Kamu,Anji was my current fav song.It's just i found the lyrics was just too beautiful😍 P/S : Correction : Ingat selalu sayang nyawa kita Allah pegang😉

A wOrD To ReMemBer~

I saw a melancholy quote in other bloggers's blog,it's stated...." you said you will never leave me,but where are you now? To guys out there,if you can't keep your promised..don't ever dragged her into your life cz once promised has been made it's meant to be kept.Some people are lucky enough to have a bright future to live on,met someone better and so on....while some of them are struggling to live with the pain were left behind.Easier said than done.The one who gone through it understand the pain,while you???won't.Once,there's someone told in public "those guy who has made a women in a sorry state,even he did apologized,he won't feel any better for the rest of his life and he should pray hard he won't have a daughter cz he will understand how hurt it is when his daughter in that plight one day.Kifarah will always there...and Allah will always be with someone who in a sorry state.Be strong ladies!

NoT bY MoNeY aNd ApoLoGiZe~

You can count yourself lucky when you were loved by two strong silly women who did the same things for you.They are protecting you all the way,obey your words,loved,cared and sacrificed everything just for you in order to make you happy and safe as you wants.Yet you still hurts both of them deeply in oder to escape and saved yourself..just yourself....You fuck up the things up but the solutions you had only for yourself.And this things can be undo with apologize and money.Its about promised and pride.And its cost whole life,dont you feel guilty for the rest of your life when you know someone is struggling to live on? won't you feel indebted to someone who giveup everything for your own sake of loosing everything you build all this years even she lost a lots?You know why??cz she still loves you even you treat her as fucking shit.You can be fair,and it will be fair to everyone.But it's seems you are being unfair to someone.

RiNdU~

I missed you a lots TBH,Ya Allah....😭