ExHaUsTeD☹️~

I'm really tired........tired of everything...............................

My VaLuE~

Have you seen my efforts towards you? Can you make me feel I'm truly yours????Why sometimes i can't feel that way?Can you work with me to get rid of the feeling being insecured?Or...in your eyes I'm just nobody to be bother.....?????I hope you won't be the one being cruel to me...cz all this while i never asked for more from you....I'm jst literally hold your words to me....

AkU TaK MamPu......~

Aku masih belum mampu..... Kaki dan tangan kau mungkin aku boleh ikat rapi,ketat......Tapi....aku masih belum mampu ikat hati kau........but i won't....I wanna you be free....

JuSt LeT mE bE mYseLf~

I was really taken aback when theres someone said something to me and I still felt the pinched and sting pain in my heart. "I knew you're surrounded by kids,but don't be like a kids (with unpleasant tone,even through by text)" Let me emphasize here..I'm born with that character and that's how my character neither at home nor workplace. That's how I express myself with my own way but with condition.I'm still enjoying my time as a bachelorette and do you expect I will react like a mother's type??cz I'm NOT YET A MUM!NOT A WIFE! I'm just wanna be myself that I'm always wanted to be,not others wanna see.Would you happy if I asked you to change your character too?? I would behave like a kids to those I comfortable with,not everyone.If you think I never being a kids anymore,means you're no longer in my league.

ItS nOt mE :(~

Im literally hurts.Thats it.Your words shows your perception on me.Furthermore,it came from your first thought.Im not belong to that kind...

2.5 sec/24 hrs

We have 24 hours in a day.We just need 2.5 sec to text "hi".But i dont deserved that 2.5 sec out of your 24 hours...........at all~

PriCe AnD pRiDe~

When i read our old conversation and all the msgs,i smiled like an idiot cz i missed you a lots and it hurts.But i feel more pain when i saw you're "there" but i cant "reached" you and you seems treat me as im invisible too....that the worst feeling i had....:( #you are not mine to think about but i still did #i maybe yours but you are not mine #i still can feel the gap you put between us #im still outside of the fence of your "residence"

InSeCuReD~

Im searchin' high and low for your affection.Its nowhere found,lost its track,its seems lost in space or vanished into thin air...?.Im wonderin how i can face you in future?cz i cant feel the presedence of my presence into your life.Do you ever take notes for what i'm sayin' as i take notes in details on every single words came from you?Whatever it is im aware where im standin' im nobody ...no rights on you.......Noted~

0606~

Happy birthday

LiTTLe AnGeL~

Congrats with love <3 #abang #iskandar junior #baby #new family members #love you

SeNsE oF DiFFeRenT~

Why i feel you seems different...................~

UnDersTanDs ThE PaiN~

You will never know the pain till you go through it by your own.Understands the feel of the pain then you will understand me.Your biggest mistake is to make me feel im nobody without feeling and without soul.Bear in your mind...im still a HUMAN BEING!!!!!!~I HATE YOU BUT I LOVE YOU...im breakin' and sufferin' inside..............~

RiNdU~

Missed the good old days and you are still linger in my mind.I missed you so much :(

KnOw ThE DiFfErEnCe~

Some people will talk to you when they are free and some people will free their time to talk to you.Know the difference?Got it?

HaNg On~

Long distance relationship is not for the weak heart. It is for those people who are willing to take the risks. Always remember that distance is too little when you mean so much to that person. Hold on, everything will be worth it soon! ️

ItS sTiLL yOu~

" Jika ditakdirkan suatu hari nanti aku akan jatuh cinta sekali lagi.....aku akan pastikan yang orang itu adalah tetap kamu " ~ #dihurung semut

MySteRy : 6th FLoOR

Nk share my experience during my stay kat somewhere 4 stars hotel in Cyberjaya.Before check in the front desk tanya level yg i request blm ready and im rushed for briefing.So they put me on 6th floor..since level tu je yg available tht time.Masa dh sampai 6th floor tu dh rasa aura yg sgt2 pelik.My room was the lst room.Lps mandi..solat..terus keluar gi briefing.Lps Asar blk bilik...again..rasa lain mcm giler plus kat corridor tu all the light switch off..not really pitch dark..jst very dim light.Then msk enter the room nmpk a fog.Tu im jst ignore jela.Masa mandi..dgr mcm volume tv tu high..low..high..low.Hmmm ignore jugak.Lps tu masa tgh solat Asar..i rasa mcm ada "makmum" kat blkg i..hmmm maybe jugak cz tak khusyuk.Then i terlelap masa tgh tgk tv cz a bit letih.Yg buat i bgn cz i rasa ada "someone" jump on my bed and pull my leg.Haaa situ i dah naik hangen dah.Lps tu start la dgr org giggling..panggil nama i..even my nick name yg usually used in my family..this and that.A few voices jugak laaa.Im jst buat mcm biasa..mkn maggi..tgk tv...mandi..lps solat i tidur even once a while i saw a fog and heard a knock frm a wardrobe.Esknya check out..the front desk tanya wether im okay or not and mentioned to me yg im the only one stay at that 6th floor.The End :)

TwO CeNtS fRoM mE ~

"If u ever hurt a girl without your notice..but shes still talk to you with respect and same excitement..believe me..shes really loves you even you never treat her as your presedence as she treassure you.But its doesnt meant she loves the way you hurts her"