ExHaUsTeD☹️~

I'm really tired........tired of everything...............................

My VaLuE~

Have you seen my efforts towards you? Can you make me feel I'm truly yours????Why sometimes i can't feel that way?Can you work with me to get rid of the feeling being insecured?Or...in your eyes I'm just nobody to be bother.....?????I hope you won't be the one being cruel to me...cz all this while i never asked for more from you....I'm jst literally hold your words to me....

AkU TaK MamPu......~

Aku masih belum mampu..... Kaki dan tangan kau mungkin aku boleh ikat rapi,ketat......Tapi....aku masih belum mampu ikat hati kau........but i won't....I wanna you be free....

JuSt LeT mE bE mYseLf~

I was really taken aback when theres someone said something to me and I still felt the pinched and sting pain in my heart. "I knew you're surrounded by kids,but don't be like a kids (with unpleasant tone,even through by text)" Let me emphasize here..I'm born with that character and that's how my character neither at home nor workplace. That's how I express myself with my own way but with condition.I'm still enjoying my time as a bachelorette and do you expect I will react like a mother's type??cz I'm NOT YET A MUM!NOT A WIFE! I'm just wanna be myself that I'm always wanted to be,not others wanna see.Would you happy if I asked you to change your character too?? I would behave like a kids to those I comfortable with,not everyone.If you think I never being a kids anymore,means you're no longer in my league.