FiRsT aND LaST~

Baby..i want you today,tomorrow,next week,next month,next year and for the rest of my life..only you~

SuJuDkU~

Semoga setiap butiran kata-kata yang ku bisik ke bumi juga bisa kedengaran dilangit tanpa hijab~#sujud ig#aku,kamu,dia,kami,mereka #i am ready to meet my Maker

WaLLaHi LiLLaHi~

I wants you because i needs you not because of i needs you because i wants you.I'm really wanna be yours and i wanna you be mine wallahi lillahi~

AkU iNgiN mEnCinTaiMU~

Tuhan betapa aku malu atas nikmat yg Kau beri sedangkan diriku terlalu sering membuatMu kecewa.Atau mungkinkan aku terlena sementara Engkau beri aku kesempatan berulang kali agar aku kembali.Dlm fitrahku sbg manusia utk menghambakanMu..betapa tak ada apa2nya aku dihadapanMu.Aku ingin mencintaiMu setulusnya sebenar2 aku mau..dlm doa..dlm ucapan..dlm setiap langkahku.Aku ingin mendekatiMu selamanya sehina apapun diriku..ku berharap utk bertemu dgnMu ya Rabbi..~

My GrAvE MiStAkE~

Theres nothin wrong if theres someone do really adore me because its my nature being friendly,likable and caring towards others.But unfortunately this guy mistook my kindness and jovial as somethin he really wished for.At first place he was just okay but towards the end hes turns to be more bold,terrifying and he started to gave me those threatened words and pics.I felt pity to him eventually because apparently he may looks very fine good looking young man with a promising future but he doesnt have a good childhood memory and hes breaking inside.So no doubt its leads him to have that character.Being a blue print teacher i gave him a supportive words to him in order to make him felt secured and let him knows the world still needs him but im not flirt and i never gave him any false hopes.Might be from there he misunderstood me..instead of gets it right...im just left because the inner fear already grew inside me..Its my bad...~