I'm BrEaKiN' iNsiDe~

#i'm hurts #i'm always not into the conversation #i'm always the last one to know everythin #its because i'm a girl #i'm wonderin why you must favour boys that much #why i cant be like the other daughter?they have a strong bonding with their mum.While me?????i dont have that :( #i'm always locked myself in the room..isolated myself #i'm always act strong but deep inside..its fall apart #i'm always kept myself busy because just to occupied my time #i'm wonderin do you ever loves and cares for me even for a day? #mama....if one day you and abah have to make a choice who you wants to lives with or spent more your silver time with??will you choosed me and think of me at the first place?? #please dont hurts me again and again #you'll always be my presedence even im not that esential for you #thanks cz brought me to this beautiful world and met those splendid people #i'm sorry if you hurts when you read this cz that was what i felt. #i'm not attention seeker nor jealous #its jst slip of my thought