PLeaSE.........~

Please dont make me to have this feelin.....~ #UNWANTED #WRONG TIME #WRONG PERSON

YoUr AbSeNcE :(

I'm pretty sad when i couldnt meet you..i thought i'll be able to meet you even for a short while despite on my tight in schedule and same goes to you cz i missed you so much...i missed you dearly :(.. I had a lots of things wanna share with you...:(.. I'm waitin for you...waitin to meet you...waitin to see your smile..waitin..waitin...and kept on waitin...:( I wanna give you a call..but i dont dare to disturb you..or.....are u trying to avoid me???trying to pushed me away??:( You felt annoyed?? :( I dont want your money...I dont want a present from you...i'm just want your presence...i'm just want to spent my time with you as much as i can :(

BeSt ReMeDy~

Please LET ME HAVE an ample of A GOOD REST.............I AM really TIRED..............When i'm really tired of everythin...i might just leave without words.....as for now...please LET ME REST... ~

I'm BrEaKiN' iNsiDe~

#i'm hurts #i'm always not into the conversation #i'm always the last one to know everythin #its because i'm a girl #i'm wonderin why you must favour boys that much #why i cant be like the other daughter?they have a strong bonding with their mum.While me?????i dont have that :( #i'm always locked myself in the room..isolated myself #i'm always act strong but deep inside..its fall apart #i'm always kept myself busy because just to occupied my time #i'm wonderin do you ever loves and cares for me even for a day? #mama....if one day you and abah have to make a choice who you wants to lives with or spent more your silver time with??will you choosed me and think of me at the first place?? #please dont hurts me again and again #you'll always be my presedence even im not that esential for you #thanks cz brought me to this beautiful world and met those splendid people #i'm sorry if you hurts when you read this cz that was what i felt. #i'm not attention seeker nor jealous #its jst slip of my thought

SuRaT KeCiL uTkMu-MaAfkan by NiKiTa WiLLy-

Telah tiba waktunya untukku menyatakan pdmu sebenarnya apa yg kurasa.Maafkan hati ini yg tak bisa berhenti menyayangimu walau ku tak bisa menjadi milikmu juga sbg yg tercinta dihatimu.Kekasih yg kucinta..kekasih yg ku mahu..ku tahu saat ini kau masih ragu.Maafkan hati ini yg tak bisa berhenti menyayangimu walau ku tak bisa menjadi milikmu juga sbg yg tercinta.Sungguh bukan maksudku utk memaksamu menjd milikku.Yg selama ini sudah menemaniku juga sbg yg tercinta dihatiku.

On My BiRtHdAy-8 OcT-~

To my twin...happy birthday kakak!!!..just remember this : OUR HEARTS WILL ALWAYS BEATS AS ONE AND YOU ARE BELONG TO ME CZ YOU ARE HALF OF MY SOUL..i'll always loves you..be there for you and stood for you as u did so much for me in order to protect me May you'll always be a good wife,mother,daughter,sister and His Servant as well..which is i might be wont have the experience as you did.Thanks to Him cz gv me a chance to lives and to loves..to my family members.. all of you will always be my priority and presedence.Same goes to my beloved ones..i'll always loves you even i knw u nvr loves me as much as i did..but..its okay...just let me have you in my mind and heart :( To all my friends and foes..thanks cz u guys r always be my side...and i did learnt a lots frm u guys....lots of love frm me...<3

I SaiD mY PiEcE~

Somehow i really cant say nothing at all when talkin about love.Love is messy,loving someone is hurts,love is pain,love is pleasure,love is courage,and there is a madness in love.The mad thing was i truly in love with you but you never feel that.When you will feel that?Do you aware my feelings towards you?Do you know i'm hurts right now?Do you know i really needs you?Do you know that?Do you know everything?Do i deserved your love?Do i have place in your heart...even its just a small portion?Have you ever love me even for a day?You never did..but i'm done.....~

WhAt i WiShEd FoR~

"I wished to be with someone who never treat me as a night stop,lay over or transit.But i wanna be with someone who treat me as his destination"~